me?
FIRSTS:
1. First best friend: Katie McManus
2. First car: nonexistant as of now...
3. First screen name: cooliegrl21
4. First self purchased album: linkin park...even tho i wasnt allowed to listen to them (i was like 9)
5. First funeral: this year
6. First pet: cant remember we're had a lot
7. first piercing/tattoos: ears when i was 5
8. First Credit Card: dont have one yet...getting one soon tho!
9. First enemy: tanya rouleau. or sarah. but then me & sarah became best friends. so id have to say tanya
10. First big trip: 8th grade class trip baby! man i miss those times (well minus the joey/chris/jeff stuff) lol
11. First music you remember hearing in your house: this house? ummm prob me blasting linkin park cuz i was mad that we were moving in the middle of a heat wave....and all the cleanning...
LASTS:
1. Last cigarette: never and will never smoke
2. Last car ride: drove home from work! like 1/2 hour ago
3. Last good cry: just the other day
4. Last library book checked out: count of monte christo. but im not gonna read it cuz im gonna buy it.
5. Last movie seen in theatres: something new....a very *cough* interesting movie
6. Last beverage drink: coke at work
7. Last food consumed: quesidillas :D yummmm
8. Last crush: i plead the 5th...not that it isnt common knowledge
9. Last phone call: mark calling my dad but talking to me instead lol
10. Last time showered: this morning
11. Last shoes worn: my boots (w/ stress on the T)! sorry inside joke
12. Last item bought: peanut butter cup cyclone yesterday! mmmmmmmm
13. Last annoyance: having to work today
14. Last time wanting to die: idk lol
15. Last time scolded: haha when my mom thought i was going somewhere in dover...and i was going to portsmouth....lol
16. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: nope :x
SPECIFICS:
1. Do you do drugs: nope
2. What kind of shampoo do you use: haha idk the name...but it smells good
3. What are you most scared of: being left out. dead serious
4. Where do you want to get married: on the beach...or st. pats or something romantic
5. What are you listening to right now: LIFEHOUSE (not, as my dad calls them, LIGHThouse)
7. What would you change about yourself: my insecurity....and i would be less skinny
FAVORITES:
1. Colors: blue
2. Foods: pizza, spaghetti, quesidillas, HOMEMADE mac 'n' cheese
3. Girl names: MINE! haha idk i like unique names
4. Boys names: umm josh, andy (as opposed to andrew), chris
5. Subject in school: CAS is the best...but i love AP US History more
6. Animals: kittens
7. Sports: volleyball baby
8. Perfume: um the kind that smells good? anything rasberry or apple is good
9. Cologne: what my dad wheres (no im not being sketchy)
HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Given anyone a bath: my dog?
2. Smoked: No.
3. Bungee jumped: nope
4. Made yourself throw-up: eeww no!
5. Skinny dipped: no
6. Been in love: im not sure but yea i think so
7. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: doesnt work so why bother?
8. Pictured your crush naked: weird question...
9. Seen the opposite sex naked (in person, not family): nope
10. Cried when someone died: yes
11. Lied: lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off....its a song lol. but yea i've lied but who hasnt? i dont make a habit of it
12. Fallen for your best friend: ugh yes and it didnt work out and it sucked SO DONT DO IT!
13. Been rejected: multiple times
14. Rejected someone: yeah..
15. Used someone: .....
16. Done something you regret: many things
CURRENT:
1. Clothes: jeans, sweater, vest, boots
2. Music: i-tines on shuffle, currently "chapter one" lifehouse
3. Make-up: mascara
4. Annoyance: being bored
5. Smell: the air?
6. Favorite artist: its a multiple tie as always. yellowcard/dashboard/lifehouse/the killers/fall out boy/panic! at the disco/the scene aesthetic/many more. i honestly cant pick 1
7. Desktop picture: group pic of the movie nighters from woo's
8. Book you're reading: "the creek" by jennifer l holm
9. Cd in player: dont use one i got my i-pod/i-trip
ARE YOU:
1. Understanding: 99% of the time...but i try
2. Open-minded: usually
3. Arrogant: no
4. Insecure: extremely
5. Interesting: i like to think so!
6. Hungry: starving but theres like no food in the house and im broke :(
7. Smart: ugh i hate school. but yea i am smart
8. Moody: sometimes
9. Hardworking: yes
10. Organized: no but i make the effort...and im not like megan
11. Healthy: hell no!
12. Shy: as everyone so kindly point out...yes. to a fault
13. Attractive: eew no
14. Bored easily: i am now
15. Responsible: yup
16. Obsessed: not really
17. Angry: about certain things? yes. but they're things i cant change so....
18. Sad: see above
19. Disappointed: sometimes...yes
20. Happy: The rest of the time, yeah.
21. Hyper: hehe when im w/ certain ppl...;D
22. Trusting: not anymore...if i cant trust my friends to talk to me why should i talk to them?
23. Talkative: sometimes haha
24. Legal: -----
WHO DO YOU WANNA:
1. Kill: not naming names
2. Slap: john hurrell
3. Get high with: no one
4. Look like: myself? but better
RANDOM:
1. In the morning I am: wondering do i really have to get up?
2. All I need is: alllll you need is love!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i ♥ ewan mcgreggor
3. Love is: a many splendid thing. love lifts us up where we belong. all you need is love! again i ♥ EM
4. Scariest dream: well since its scary i'd rather not share it...but i still have it ocassionaly. :( what gave it away?
so last night was fun. went and got ice-cream w/ andy and went to see something new. it was weird cuz we were the only ones in the theatre at first. literally. i've never been in a theatre that hasn't at least had three other people in it. it was weird. but then some random guy came in and sat in the back. and laughed at all the wrong parts. the movie was interesting to say the least. it dealt w/ a lot of racial prejudices and the black woman dating the white man. but it was funny at parts. i wouldn't go see it in theatres...wait till it comes out on DVD and rent it for a movie night or something.
oh and if anyone wants to come skiing w/ me on thursday or friday let me know. my parents are dragging me w/ them. not that i dont wanna go skiing i just would rather go w/ friends. so let me know.
You can tell him that I'm waiting
You can tell him that I'm not coming home
It's been a couple weeks debating
And I'm still not sure if she really knows
Fight off your urges to say how you feel
It can only cause you problems tonight
Hold tight till you leave, then decide
Whether the timing was wrong, or was it right?
Cause I know I would, regret if I ever left
Take a look just a little closer
Because she's the one that makes it feel like home
And I see now, but I can't fight
Wait here just a little longer
Hold on tight you about to lose her
These feelings that I have inside for her
Call me a friend when you're in dire need of
Falling cause I'm always there to help you up
Call me when you have a place to run away from
Call me cause I..
Cause I know I would, regret if I ever left
Take a look just a little closer
Because she's the one that makes it feel like home
And I see now, but I can't fight
Wait here just a little longer
Hold on tight you about to lose her
These feelings that I have inside for her
Give me a chance to prove that I
Could be your one, your inspiration.
Cause I swear, I won't, mess it all up give me a try
I know that I have my own flaws
But they just build my motivation
So take me, right now, before I start to change my mind
Cause I know I would, regret if I ever left
Take a look just a little closer
Because she's the one that makes it feel like home
And I see now, but I can't fight
Wait here just a little longer
Hold on tight you about to lose her
These feelings that I have inside for her
i ♥ TSA....too bad jess cant go to the concert.. :(