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i haven't posted anything on this for awhile.
and today, i just feel like a post.
i need to say some things. get them off my chest.
first off, i would so appreciate it if people would stop
thinking they have any say whatsoever in my personal life/relationships.
it's fine if you're a good friend of mine. but if you aren't, just leave me the hell alone.
what gives you the right to voice ANY opinion in reguards to my life and choices?
i'm a big girl. i know what i'm doing. i certainly don't need YOUR help.
secondly, i am fed up with my parents. they don't let me do ANYTHING.
i have no freedom. and it sucks.
i would give anything to be able to go back 6 months and do everything differently.
and it doesn't help at all that my stupid little sister gets to do practically everything that she wants.
i mean, who is the better child here? who makes the better grades? and usually, the better choices?
i'm sick of not getting to hangout with the people i love. and i am jealous of them hanging out without me.
finally, i've been having these moments where i'm sick of being me.
i'm sick of the pressure and the stress of always being on top of things and appearing to have it all together to the outside world.
sometimes, i just want to scream at the top of my lungs, "I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!"
but then, the moment passes, and i learn to deal.
i'm sure this is just a phase. i mean, overall, i love my life. just a few things tend to rain on my parade.
<3
kudos to the drumline. you were awesome today.
also, love to ava for being such an amazing friend and confidante.