i just got home from my performance and the first thing i have to hear from my mom is "ur stage presence wasnt good at all"and "why didnt u feel ur songs u werent moving around like every one else"..what the fuck is that the last thing i want to hear is my mothers dumb fucking ass telling me that i did bad i thought that i did extremely good and so ( Read more... )

Im going stop tlking about that whole thing after this entry ...what ever happened happened like 5 months ago or something like that ( Read more... )

sorry if i made anyone mad .. but i didnt try to steal anyone away from anyone , he told me that u guys broke up and that u cheated on him .. so when he stared to tell me that he was in love i backed off ,he told me how great u were and i saw him really happy so if he was happy then thats all id ever want 4 him ..because he was an amazing friend ( Read more... )

sometimes i think about all the things that ive messed up in in my life and i realize that ive missed out on allot ... well allot of relatioships..i missed out on me and jose .. i found out too late ... and then i had something else that happened b 4 with a guy but he fell in love with some chick in cali .. and then there was another guy in the ( Read more... )

Do u some how feel like u never belong ?i have no friends at school any more .... i have ppl that i tlk to sometimes .. but no 1 that i can acually say that i trust and that i hang out with after school or on week ends .. im reading other ppls entrys and there like " oh yeah and we hung out and skated together and went to the mall and we all had a ( Read more... )

By the way i also saw motion city soundtrack they were really great .... i had heard a few of there songs but they were so great live that i downloaded a shit load of there music ( Read more... )

The silver stien concert was AMAZING!!!i had a blast it was great ... in the beginning of the concert i got lost and theys 2 nice guys were like um... do u kno were the knitting factory is ? im like im going there right now .u can wait with me my friends are coming to take me there..there like ok!.so wial were waiting we all tlk .there from this ( Read more... )

things didnt turn out so great today ..the show is next monday .. well my pics arent small enought to put on ..im such a computer dork ..maria can u help?? well yeah ..i really didnt do anything that interesting today besides playing guitar and taking pics ..and not doing my hw thats due in 2 days !!!!!well yeah ..

Hey ..ive been waiting a wail to get my computer fixed up ..and finally ive made a live journal ....i live in new york.i sing,skate,take pics,make movies,write poetry, try not to beat up by everyone here in queens ..i love the city the majority of my friends are older than me ..today was great i went shopping for food ..finally after like a month ( Read more... )