Pessimism is not becoming. I've never cared for it much anyway. Would you think me clever if I said I was more of a realist, then? Never the one who sits aside and cries about life, crying is pointless and I feel no need to do so. I do however, feel the need to do something. What, you say? I don't know. It's something back there ( Read more... )

I find writing harder lately. Also, I find myself more and more detached... but detached in a good way? I had a great time in Hattiesburg, wasted wasted wasted ( Read more... )

Desert Sessions ( Read more... )

Just downloaded the new Radiohead. How much did I pay? Not much... But I'm buying the discbox so it shouldn't matter. And I gave them my address and phone number in case they want to come slug it out. I haven't had much of a chance to listen to it all the way through, but they definitely have me interested. "Reckoner" seems to be the stand out ( Read more... )

Its a frustating feeling
When you're staring at your ceiling
Alone with a sense of what's wrong
And you toss and you turn
But you cannot discern
A reason, a rhyme, or a song.

Sometimes you just think that no matter what happens, no good will come out of it, but you keep these things to yourself in quiet reserve out of sheer respect for the fact that maybe someone around you is a little more positive and would completely lose their zest for the moment if an inauspicious prick like yourself said anything. So you just say ( Read more... )

...high on fire, hands are searing...

...give with pain, all thy hearing...I've been feeling more and more lately that when I get enrolled in pre med and then get to take my MCAT, my music will develop some kind of integrity and a mind of its own. And maybe I can get into the music scene... then maybe I can get rid of that piss stained mattress I' ( Read more... )

So what does it take to be legitimate, exactly?

fuck? ...me?

apathetic ( Read more... )