I asked your mother for you ( Read more... )

and fuck them.

Paroled in '54.

I contemplate the meaning of everything. Small things... big things... My musical path is shaky and hazy, and it wanes in and out of focus ahead of me like an uncertain highway shimmering in noonday heat.

What will I do next?

I need a major.

"...Little baby's eyes... eyes... eyes... eyes..."-your sleep deprived, ( Read more... )

sometimes... suicide just seems very alluring in a plausible sort of way.

"...We laugh like the dead would laugh tonight,
laughing like the dead amassed at midnight..."

If you want to take the spice out of every relationship you have I think a good way to do so would be to tell everyone you know that once you leave your mark on the world you're

Melancholy mostly ( Read more... )

Yeah, so here we are, aftermath of the hurricane, the long term effects are starting to show. No food in the fridge, no money in the pocket, and a state of mind that leaves you sleepless wondering how the fuck you're going to pay for whatever. Red Cross is jerking me off about the foodstamps and shit, the line is constantly busy, I've tried maybe a ( Read more... )

So I had this dream that Jeremy and I were walking down a road that looked strangely enough like Julia's, so we looked inside someone's house we thought we knew and it turns out a big posse of gangsta's lived in there. Actually, 1 black dude, around 20 years old, a black girl of about 16, a black girl of about 7, a black boy around 7, another black ( Read more... )

My hands itch... My head is empty, and spinning... spinning... and... and... its spinning...
and I feel sick and nauseas, and I'm tired of all this hypocrisy and bullshit... but I'm numb and fuck it... and I don't pity myself and my life doesn't suck... but... and... and... where was I going?

Angst is a terrible powerful thing. I've done everything I can to askew obfuscation but it's all in vain, know what I mean? I'm so tired right now. Sometimes I just want to do something right and feel significant. Feel like I've accomplished something. I don't give anyone any reason to be proud of me, even though I try. And this hazy apathetic ( Read more... )

I got my training wheels taken off today. I wanna kill myself. :) ...I'm still on hold...