OHS class of 2000 (x posted to myspace)

[indigo_pearl]

i just spent another night going through myspace profiles of people from my high school. why do i do this? who am i looking for? what am i looking for? am i piecing together parts of my past? location: that little smudge nestled between farms in southern minnesota. self: somewhat quiet [doesn't-quite-know-she's] queer girl confused and unsure

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Re: So I'm not the Class of 2000 but...

[indigo_pearl]

thank you. so much of high school was not realizing all that i had. both friends-wise and self-wise.

it is interesting to see how other people's lives have unfolded in such a short ammount of time.

[so_decadent]

this post is pretty and i'm afraid to comment because of it. *does anyway*

I relate to you there, especially in wanting to compile a portrait.

I hated who I was in high school, my own mentality much more than other people. Hated it. But I still itch to frame it in a way to give it meaning. I want to write something that doesn't suck and make it mean. But friendship is like another way to take whatever raw material is there and make something with it, I think...

Not to jump in and talk about myself all over your post or anything. *uh, shit* Anyway, I like the way your mind works. Also, I must change my myspace picture to something more artistic :-)

[indigo_pearl]

i think you're right about giving meaning to specific times in our life. i think it's not so much giving it meaning, but finding more specific meaning. it's easy to say that there's meaning in life as a general statement. but to give the meaning definition....

i disliked my mentality in high school too. i felt so powerless.