June 5th, 1982 -- as Emily Park
[in Korean]
I am horribly jet-lagged from flying from Seoul to London and then taking the train to Cheshire, but I am back in the United Kingdom. In my old home, which my parents decided not to sell because they still frequently return here for business.
It feels weird, I will not lie, after nearly two years in Korea. It seems like nothing has changed, yet at the same time, it feels like absolutely everything has changed.
I do not know how to approach this, in seeing what certain people are up to. I do not know if they even wish to see me. Perhaps that is the ultimate point of my stay here, to see if there are still any faint connections. I have a perfectly fine life back in Seoul that I would be completely content to return to if things do not work out here. Simon could convince me to stay, if he chose to do the same.
I guess we shall see. I might even use the journals to talk to people, if face-to-face communication feels funny.
Today is also Simon's birthday. I have no idea where he currently is, so I sent some post to his home address in the hopes that his mother will pass it along to him. I told him I was back in the country for a little while, so I hope that motivates him to do the same.