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[indigopaper]

I suppose I'm just frustrated. I did Yoga last night, and afterwards I decided it would be best if I go on a spiritual journey. I am incredibly void of spiritual anything. And I have been functional and happy, but everything seems so utterly fleeting. Love does not bring me contentment, except in a moment to moment basis. Sex is the same way, and I

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[myabortedfetus]

let's go huntin', fishin' and shooting'

[indigopaper]

hear hear

[cloudmann]

alright, you guys seriously need to stop because this is just not going to go on anymore.

If you value anything about me vanessa, please dont answer daniels emails... NONE OF THEM. You two just need to get over eachother and fast because this, this is just making daniel act all gay all the time. If you are not going to do it for yourself, then do it for Cloud. I just cant stand it anymore. If you seriously want it to go away (like i so do) then you will just not respond because that is exactly what he wants you to do. I dont know, it could be the other way around because i know you two like abusing each other so much.

look, just dont respond. I have been trying to get him to stop thinking and talking about and to you, but he just doesnt value our friendship obviously. I will try and get him to stop, but you have to help me.

i know you still value what i have to say, i dont know why, but i do know you do. so.....farwell.

[untoldthings]

amen.

[indigopaper]

I'm not going to do it for you, Cloud. I'm going to do it for myself. I decided that on my own before I read this comment. I am done with Daniel and I hope for everyone's sake that he gets over me.

I do still value what you have to say, I always have. I miss you. It's good to hear from you, even if it is only in the form of a few comments on livejournal.

[untoldthings]

furthermore, i heartily concur with your feelings about sexual frustration. hmph.
tyler is a very nice guy, seems good for you. not that i am much judge, since i have only seen the two of you separately, and not that i am much of a good judge anyway. but for what its worth, i think 'tis a good match.

the other day i told him if it doesnt work out between the two of you i may steal you for myself. : P

[mighty_meelor]

stealing vanessa's heart is clearly going to be the work of our governor.

[indigopaper]

that makes me happy inside.

conan, what is best in life?

[indigopaper]

thank you about tyler.
yes, he told me about talking with you. i hope you mean that seriously my dear, i would love you to steal me. ;)

[kasmoie]

you should post some of the e-mails so I can laugh and cry at the mess that some people make society.

ok. Maybe that is a bad idea. It would probably make me very sad to see someone treat anyone badly. I can't stand that.

[indigopaper]

I thought about posting them, but I decided to delete them instead.