you're not a cold hearted bitch, so stop saying that about my darling friend sheila. some people are more emotional than others. it isn't that you're a bad person, because you're not, you never could be. so many people wouldn't love you like they do if you were a bad person, trust me on that
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hahaha look how sweet you are, trying to tell me that i'm all normal :) We are a lot alike and thats why we're friends forever. But yeah, things will happen soon i think. For both of us... because they must, ya know? How long can we go on without things happening?
When my dad had cancer and had to have his prostate removed, something went wrong during the operation and he had a blood clot and almost died. He was in the ICU for a few days, with this big oxygen mask on that looked like Darth Vader and his skin was all yellow-y and weird. (He's perfectly ok now, because his doctor kicked ass) But that whole time, as scary as it was, I never cried, and it never really registered to me what was happening and how serious the situation was. And this was my dad! My mom said she thinks it was a defense mechanism- it's like my mind was trying to keep me from totally freaking out and thus being unable to function. Maybe that's how it is for you? I think, in any case, that'll make you a good doctor, because you won't get emotionally involved.
What are you doing this summer, chica? I need to call you STAT. Ha ha, I made a doctor joke.
I didnt know about your dad! I'm glad everything turned out alright. Tell him i say hey next time you guys talk. And maybe you're right about the whole defense mechanism. Although it does make me feel guilty.. for not feeling, ya know?
Over the summer, i'm just taking classes and looking for a job, you know how it goes. What are you up to? I miss ya darlin.. and your lame jokes too
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When my dad had cancer and had to have his prostate removed, something went wrong during the operation and he had a blood clot and almost died. He was in the ICU for a few days, with this big oxygen mask on that looked like Darth Vader and his skin was all yellow-y and weird. (He's perfectly ok now, because his doctor kicked ass) But that whole time, as scary as it was, I never cried, and it never really registered to me what was happening and how serious the situation was. And this was my dad! My mom said she thinks it was a defense mechanism- it's like my mind was trying to keep me from totally freaking out and thus being unable to function. Maybe that's how it is for you? I think, in any case, that'll make you a good doctor, because you won't get emotionally involved.
What are you doing this summer, chica? I need to call you STAT. Ha ha, I made a doctor joke.
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Over the summer, i'm just taking classes and looking for a job, you know how it goes. What are you up to? I miss ya darlin.. and your lame jokes too
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