I'm so sorry...

[indira14]

So, I love my flist.

Actually, that’s a lie - mostly because I love only half my flist and really don’t know the other half, and this recent post by syrraki got me thinking - really thinking - about what I've been considering for a while now. I’ve been missing her posts because they always get pushed to the back of my Friends page by other entries which

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[callistamiralni]

Hm... I can't decide where I fit into this. Because half the stuff I post are related to fandom squealing and the other half is random ramblings about... well... everything I run into (I guess).

But I love receiving comments from you because they're so... insightful? Deep? Filled with meaning? Entertaining? Something to think about? I dunno how to describe it! XD But I think you get what I mean.

I like: Many things. Fanfiction, books, faeries, Boys over Flowers, music, art.

I live: In the USA.

I am: An easygoing pre-med, biochem major. And a little weird.

I think: You are in need of f-list love. <3

You could also unsubscribe from the LJ announcements and stuff though, because their posts are really random and take up ridiculous amounts of space on the friends page.

[indira14]

*snorts* You think my comments are... deep? insightful? Something to think about? Oh god, that's the funniest thing I've heard in a while! XD

I like: music, art, fanfiction, books, manga and Age of Information

I live: in Bangladesh

I am: taking a break from fandom

I think: you're right. But. I need to give my flist more love as well. THEY DESERVE IT. ♥

Actually, you're right! I think I'll unsubscribe from them now - the last batch of their announcements took up 1.5 pages! D:

I haven't been keeping up with Vampire Knight for the last ten chapters, but I'm considering getting back into it! because everyone is so undeniably preeeeetty~!/shallow

[callistamiralni]

I am Vampire Knight-deprived as of late. D: but the last ten chapters are like... O.O YOU. SHOULD. READ. *nudgenudge*

[akalillyn]

D: NOW I FEEL TERRIBLE BECAUSE WE USED TO CHAT A LITTLE (LOL WITH HUGE PARAGAPHS WORTH OF STUFF IN OUR PMS) BUT THEN I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED YOUR MOST RECENT ONE (WHICH IS TOTALLY MONTHS AND MONTHS OLD) AND KEPT TELLING MYSELF I'D REPLY LATER. And I never did. I'm terrible with things like that. ;___; so I'm sorry! D: Actually, now that I'm thinking about it, the last thing I remember that was actually in our PMs was sn_e from the last round. Ouch, that was a long time ago!

SO YEAH WE SHOULD PROBABLY TALK MORE. Although I'm not all that great with keeping up with my flist or my own journal because lol I haven't posted since what, April? XD I AM SO LAZY. GUH. But hi again~ hahaha

[indira14]

WHAT?! AND- AND ALL THIS TIME I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONE WHO DIDN'T REPLY TO YOUR PM. DDD: And I'm TERRIBLE WITH THINGS LIKE THAT TOO because I'm such a FORGETFUL SPAZZ and I kept telling myself I'd reply later, when I'd already replied. SO. THIS IS WEIRD.

YES, WE SHOULD TALK MORE. ABOUT ALL THINGS HAPPY AND RAINBOWISH AND GAY. THE GUESSING GAME IS KILLING ME. I will guess Sarah's fic. Somehow You're in the exchange this time around as well, AMIRITE? Hi again to you too! :D

[akalillyn]

LOL YOUR ICON IS SO INTIMIDATING DX and I am so sorry that I made you think it was your fault. Because it was all mine xD SO. THIS IS AWKWARD. <3

I'm in the exchange, but I feel bad because I didn't...try hard enough. SO YEAH. ARE YOU IN IT???

[indira14]

OH, THAT ICON? ACTUALLY, I SPECIFICALLY KEPT IT FOR MOMENTS WHERE KISHIMOTO MAKES FANDOM GO 'WTF?', AND AS SUCH, I DON'T GET TO USE IT VERY OFTEN. this was an opportunity too good to pass up XD. SO. IT'S ALL COOL.

god, the exchange. I lost sleep over it like crazy because dammit, the story just would not get finished. AND YEAH - I'M SO IN IT. AND CONVINCED THAT EVERY PARTICIPANT OUT THERE IS TRYING TO BREAK MY HEART WITH ALL THE LOVELY ANGST. there really wasn't as much as angst last time around, I swear! SO LINK ME TO YOUR EXCHANGE FIC? OR are you going to be MEAN too, like Sarah, and make me GUESS it? D:

[kodak_85]

Umumum?

I don't know what to say about myself... Um, I like writing fanfics. I enjoy drinking coffee late at night. I think you're a cool bean. Can't really tell you my address but... I live in the US, if that helps. I eat hot sauce on my pizza.

You friended me, and I friended back because I thought that you were a cool bean. I know I'm rather bad with keeping up, but that's because I don't lurk the internet very much. But if you were wanting to slim down your Flist, I definitely understand :) You're not being mean or anything. As a private person, I sympathize.

So, yes.

[indira14]

I know you like writing fanfics. Mostly because I stalk them. To be honest with you, I've always found you... sort of intimidating. Because you were just one of those people who come off so casual and confident in their posts, you know? I only knew you vaguely, from other people who rec'd your fics.

I just noticed that you started posting again recently, after a long absence, and - well, I'm glad you're sort of getting back to writing again. :) And, I hope it won't bother you if I drop by your journal once in a while?

I live for writing. I live on coffee. I live in Bangladesh. I think you're cool too! (see ♦ category on post) I prefer beet salt and cheese on my pizza, but hot sauce (especially chilli flavored ones) work just as well. XD

[000_hester_000]

Honestly? Friends-cuts can be really helpful, I think. It is sort of awkward when you don't really know how/if you know someone and don't know how to respond to their posts. ...And/or if their posts start getting really creepy. Ew.

[indira14]

TRUFAX. Awkwardness is something I try to avoid at all costs. :/ ...I- I think I'm going to take this defriending business way more seriously now. *shivers*

[000_hester_000]

It wasn't sexual creepiness, if that's what you're thinking. I think I might have told you about this person before...? Basically, she just got way, way too involved in her fandom-related fantasy world, to the point where it got really creepy and awkward. She kept drawing pictures of the children she supposedly had with a fictional character, and posted anguished love poems to him and wrote about how he was the only thing that kept her going... stuff like that.

[indira14]

no, no no! I wasn't thinking sexual creepiness. just general creepiness (like teenage depression and stalker-ishness and fanatical religious posts - you get the drift). But this really takes the cake. Because wow, I'd probably sound bitchy saying this, but what the-? This is seriously just too bizarre. And seriously, you'd have to wonder the state of a person's mind if she's that far gone into her fantasy world. Who knows what reality she wanted to escape? DX

[indira14]

Oh, you were? I hope your f-list is a bit more organized now - I've currently cut down a lot, and my friends page is a lot clearer (which is a relief, given my slow net connection >____>")

I added you because I just fell in love with the graphics for that fst, and well, I kept hoping I'd see more of them. If I'm honest, I was kind of in awe of your skills, so... and I never really planned to remove you, but... if you feel we won't, um, talk at all, then I'm totally fine with it. Just wondering though - have you done any other graphic-work, lately? If so, I'd love to see them. :)