happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday, dear alissa
happy birthday to you!!

i was about to go to bed when jarred called. i told him to come over and that we needed to talk. i had been bracing myself all day to tell him that we couldn't see each other any more. it was hurting me too badly ( Read more... )

i haven't felt this alone in a long time. i miss everyone so much i can't take it - robin, ryan, adam, alissa, rachael, katy, david, dustin, stephanie, tedi...the madisonville list goes on and on. i miss my oberlin people - hailey, christine, dan, sol, laura, my geo boys...that list also goes on and on. i miss jarred. i feel like in order to ( Read more... )

i'm so tired it hurts my head to have my eyes open. just one more test this week, and then...research all weekend. no rest for the weary, i suppose.

anyway, the real reason for updating:

happy birthday, laura!!

when i stand outside to smoke at night, i can hear all the little plants and flowers coming up throught the dry leaves. it is absolutely amazing.

we live on a pretty darn cool planet.

so we have encountered yet another stumbling block in yet another lab. sometimes (no, most of the time) computers make me want to die.

ugh. i hate the fact that i just used "boys" in a subject sentence ( Read more... )

i have so much to do i don't even know where to start. i just printed out a 26-page paper that i have to read sometime in the next twelve hours. maybe i'll do it as a break between finishing my mapping lab and working on my kinetics problem set. i'm going to the OSCA lottery (which i somehow managed to forget existed), then to fourth meal with ( Read more... )

yay! god bless solomon ford. he graciously gave me an old laptop of his, since my computer is yet again dead. i am so fucking sick of that piece of shit computer. it has not worked right since it was built. i hate it so much. i almost hope it is permanently dead - i really want to destroy it office space-style. we'll see if the other amazing ( Read more... )

grr. i just wrote this fairly long, contemplative update about letting my brother grow up, and then there was an "internal clock error." fuck that! roar.

ummm...there is really no point in writing any of it again. i got it worked out in my head like i needed to do. one thing, however, deserves repeating:

i miss my madville and obie people!!