what the hell do I have all this money for? =|

I should like...do something. Other than continue working and doing nothing.

Maybe it's just crazy and unreasonable for me to think that some day, things might just fit. I keep holding out hope, though, that I'll improve enough to allow that to happen. Working towards a better tomorrow ( Read more... )

in a literal sense, it was very nearly a dream come true.

today owned for all the obvious reasons.

She's too awesome to explain.

My daydreams are almost always a pointless waste of time, but here is the scenario in my latest:

Monday's game goes like 20 innings and things go from being cool to being amazing. And I come out of my shell. And the A's win in dramatic fashion (if you can still call it that after that many outs).

Whoo, I'll occupy myself with this one for a while

Really, though ( Read more... )

closure is a pretty nifty thing.

I suddenly feel less burdened. Less worried, and more willing to (...I wish there were a better way to word this) embrace the day. Nothing's changed, and I don't know anything now that I didn't already know. I haven't really said much that hadn't already been said. But...it's a state of mind. One that has to be ( Read more... )

Once again I find myself caught in that awkward position of choosing between what I know I should do and what I feel like I should do ( Read more... )

=|

oh well.

So I don't know ( Read more... )