life is what it is... you can't change anything in the past. you can't change how people felt. you can help people figure out the past. to disect it. but like i said, you can't change how people felt. if you do something that you regret, you can apologize. i hate when people say that they don't regret anything. such a silly thing to say, b/c deep ( Read more... )

so... i'm SOOOO excited about the thought of moving to O.B. with 2 of the coolest guys in the world...

drew smith
nick tellings
andy farmer

o.b. won't know what hit 'em.

things i love part deux:

tianna nicole
belly buttons
back rubs
my bed
italian food
carl and brandon playing guitar together
having a warm body to sleep with

vacation bitches... road trip bitches!!!!!

so yea 76000 dollars later today... i have a career... or at least a path

so yea... i'm officially REALLY in debt... but i'll be able to cook good food... and i don't have to pay it off for 11 years...

yea... espresso's are the only thing that keep me up and its thoroughly sad...

so thats what you call a get away...

so i'm burned out from work to the point where i almost went "irish temper" on my boss today. thank god i have a good friend who saw it coming.

i think its worse because i'm SOOOOO lonely... or at least it feels that way. i think i need somebody... to the point where i actually am saying... NEED... wow

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i love my job. i love the fact that i actually feel as if i'm learning something. its basically a pyschology class. the better job i do, the more money i make. but sadly enough i'm not working for money right now. i'm working for learning more. for being the best fucking waiter EVER. i know i can't do that, b/c there is always somebody better than ( Read more... )

so being nocturnal is interesting. tgi fridays closes at 2. my fashion sense/ my own style is changing. but is it me? what can i do in life? how much stuff can i possibly accomplish before i die? how many places can i visit before i die? how about italy? can i learn more languages? is there a future in being a waiter? wouldn't i love to know ( Read more... )

ok sorry... haven't updated in forever... its b/c i work a shit load and whenever i get on a computer its just to read how everybody else is doing. so yea... its 2005... kinda weird. and i'm drinking a glass of wine just unwinding from the insane night at work. i made 90 dollars bussing tables... since we split the bussing tips 3 ways... all in all ( Read more... )