Time for a cancer stick after that 120 something question quiz. Pretty accurate for the most part.

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||| 33% Stability |||||||||| 40% Orderliness |||||||||| 40% Accommodation |||||||||||| 50% Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56% Intellectual |||||||||||| 43% Mystical |||| ( Read more... )

I want to record  this strange dream before i forget it. It was the strangest dream involving a mass plethora of baby monkeys and cages. I was talking through myself but analyzing my past and how horrible it was. It seemed like I was on a journey to my past, well the past of my life..as a monkey?  I can't fully describe it because it was so weird. ( Read more... )

The grandma went away to California for two weeks. There are some perks - usin' and abusin' her car (without her knowing), home to myself - but it's not enough. I actually miss her ALOT and it's only been two days. I'm realizing how she feels, because I'm barely home and when I am I kind of shut her out. I've realized that I have become very ( Read more... )

Stolen from Darlene  -
3 YEARS AGO:

How old were you?: 14
What school year were you in?: freshman year
Where did you go to school?: St francis prep
Where did you work?: nada
Where did you live?: Queens
Where did you hang out?: Fresh Meadows, basically
How was your hair style?: Long black hair
Did you wear braces?: No
Did you wear glasses?: yea
Who was your ( Read more... )

It;s 4 in the morning. The full moon is right outside of my window. It's never been so blunt and  directly outside of my window. It looks very nice and relaxing.

Nothin' much to update on - I got my license, on the search for colleges, loathing, and that's about it.

I feel so alone

Staying home today actually did me some good ( Read more... )

I feel like the biggest failure today. I'm not going to school, again.I've had so many absences, and I promised myself that the last one would be it. And yet again, I'm not going in because I've put work off and I'm going to make it up today. I have an increasing feeling of foreboding whenever i think about college. I feel like I'm not going to get ( Read more... )

I deleted my old live journal, but decided to create another one.
I have a very very very hard time of putting my thought into speech correctly, and maybe this will help.
I want to be able to open up more, and knock down the wall that I tend to keep up. It's time for change.

I want change, but I'm resistant to it. I hate my stupid contradictions.
It's ( Read more... )