Venting time

Apr 18, 2006 12:57

Right now I need to vent. Because I am sick of crying. I am sick of being upset at things unfolding around me. It all started when I was on myspace and I was looking at Natalies new pictures I took of her on her site then I moved on to Bryans profile and saw that he put all his new info up and my blood boiled and then I started to leak from my eyes ( Read more... )

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o0olellyo0o April 18 2006, 22:26:41 UTC
im sorry babe

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industrialmoon April 19 2006, 02:12:03 UTC
It's all good. We talked... It helped. I am at peace more

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rivetbob April 18 2006, 22:54:15 UTC
I can totally empathise on you on this one. I felt a lot of that when Chris dumped me... You know they're wrong, but you can't make them see what's right. It's tough. Time heals all wounds, or at the very least fades them into scars. Now I'm at this point where I am happy for Chris and his new life, but I still wonder about things, like who could be so dumb. se la vie.

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industrialmoon April 19 2006, 02:13:49 UTC
Sa la vie indeed. I know what has to be done but I hate feeling replaced. When Mike left I felt upset and afraid I would be replaced more then anything.
But damn! There is that time word again!!

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morgaynne April 19 2006, 04:03:05 UTC
Hey Hon, I get where you are at. I really do. Fear of being replaced is the main thing fucking me up right now. But whether or not he chooses to share his life or bed with anyone else, he cannot replace you. You brought something unique and special to this relationship that no one else ever could. You brought you. You will learn and grow and move on with your life as he moves on with his. Wanting someone else to stay and understand the mistakes they are making is understandable. But you never have control over anothers actions, no matter how long you've been together or how healthy you think the relationship is. Someone can always choose to leave. That is okay. You will be okay. You will move on with your life in any directions you choose. And as you say this love you feel is a new level of emotion for you, now that you are open to that sort of emotion and realize the possibility of it's existance in your relationships, you will find it again. And you will find deeper levels of love and compassion below it. Take care of yourself now. ( ... )

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industrialmoon April 19 2006, 17:44:21 UTC
Yeah. Everything makes sense in my brain and then part of my emotions just over flow and I become girl. Heh. After letting everything off my chest to him last night was good and walks are great. I relise. I want him as a good friend even a best friend. And whatever happens. I will make the best of it.

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brutalpinktutu April 19 2006, 04:14:26 UTC
Theese are lyrics from the Flaming Lips: Do You Realize off the Yoshimi Battles The Pink Robots. This song had changed my life after me and my ex broke up. Maybe they will help you.

Do You Realize - that you have the most beautiful face
Do You Realize - we're floating in space -
Do You Realize - that happiness makes you cry
Do You Realize - that everyone you know someday will die

And instead of saying all of your goodbyes - let them know
You realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make the good things last
You realize the sun doesn't go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round

Do You Realize - Oh - Oh - Oh
Do You Realize - that everyone you know
Someday will die -

And instead of saying all of your goodbyes - let them know
You realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make the good things last
You realize the sun doesn't go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round

Do You Realize - that you have the most beautiful face
Do You Realize

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industrialmoon April 19 2006, 17:45:32 UTC
Your so right Scott. So very right and this is such an awesome song. And I will be out in Seattle next week saturday!

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