When is the last time you really stared up into the night sky and just look with wonderment? For me it has been way to long. Last night was the first time in what seemed like years
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I feel smoking depressed these last few days. I want to blame my period that is soon to arrive but a lot of it I blame on the economy and trying to find a better job. A stable job.... Today I begged for a company to think about me assisting or what not.... they are in bellevue. I Honestly don't expect to hear back but if I do that would be great. I
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I never know how to really start a post.. I know during the day I think long and hard what I would like to post or even write down and I never do. Then when I am gazing into my monitors glow I draw a huge blank. Most of the time
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Matthew is in the shower and I am sitting on the couch trying to think what all needs to be done today. Packing sucks. I don't know why but always seems endless and we only have 4 whole days left because we leave on the 26 at like 4 am to start traveling. I think I just feel exhausted because I have been doing most of the packing and preparing
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I am exhausted. I am tired of being exhausted. My soul feels like its been worn out... I hate this feeling. Honestly I feel I am a strong person most of the time... but as of this last week... I find myself just tearing up and crying... and once I do it feels so much better to let something out I just wish it wasn't this way. All this over working
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