Well I tried to hold back but I finally did break down last night when we went to bed. It just hit me that it was the last night for a few weeks that we would be together all night. And after 7 months I have just gotten too used to him being there so i have a big adjustement to make. I tired to hide the tears but he caught me and then just held ( Read more... )

And I am thinking of some of my friends and hoping that they all have alot of fun this weekend! I have no doubt that they will all have fun...cause its hard to not have fun when going to a show ( Read more... )

Well its starting again...People leaving their children in cars in the heat...WTF is wrong with people? I mean honestly how the helll..no mattter how tired or stressed you are..how can you forget your child is in the car??? Then there is the case in Muskogee where the mom left her 8 and 3yrold in a car in wal-mart parking lot while she went into ( Read more... )

Last night after being completely pissed off I ended up finding out that it was one of Tony's coworkers just bullshiiting and playing a prank. I was mad as hell when I realized it was all a prank b/c I was serioulsy close to making a couple phone calls and telling certain people off. Tony was'nt too happy about it when he found out cause that ( Read more... )

Its a damn good thing I do not own a gun cause if I did I might be tempted to use it. Well I never would actually shoot someone intenionally but I'd damn sure be tempted to ( Read more... )

Well I thought for once I would be able to sleep in until I woke up on my own...but that did not happen. First the phone rang around 8ish but I just rolled over and ignored it cause I was in no mood to answer it ( Read more... )

I had an aboslute blast last night over at Tony's sister's house. We got there at like 4ish and he went with Rick (bro-in-law) to get all the food. Cheryl and I sat there with the girls and chatted for awhile then we started getting some things ready for the cookout ( Read more... )

I am in a very weird/depressed mood at the moment and this is really the only place where I can let it all out. If I try talking to my mom she will only end up upset and I don't want that. Tony was talking to me on the phone and kept asking what was worng but I could'nt tell him b/c I really don't know. I think alot of it is that I am stressed ( Read more... )

Well we now have the girls for an undetermined amount of time which is an adjustement to make but its alright. We are used to having them for 2 days every 2 weeks...so having them for a week or 2 will be an adjustement but I think we will be fine ( Read more... )

Well after alot of serious talking I think Tony is going to go back to driving over the road being gone2-3 weeks at a time. Point blank because of the money..he can make much more doing that than what he is doing now. Yes the seperation will be hard but it is something we will both have to deal with at least for now. We've done alot of talking ( Read more... )