lonely

you look so good in the clothes of a poser ( Read more... )

(2daystilmixerbliss)so. freakin.excited.

ps. the recording kind,..not the food kind. although that would be useful as well.

there is frosting in my hair.

that is all.

finals over. birthday commences. feeling old.365 days til first nervous breakdown. one for every decade. funny..i dont recall having one when i turned 10. the teenage years are a lovely era.its cold and sunny outside. perfect.sigh.i was so happy to finish exams i sang to my ipod all the way back from the bus and didnt care what anyone thought. no ( Read more... )

i hope that now you start to understand. you are a little behind on the times my dear. and if you havent been hurt like we all know you will, it is not a role i intend to fill. and if your bed is too cold, the self heater is broken. you never had the strength to hold onto... the things that were good for you ( Read more... )

i understand how you need to use me. stop fucking around. stop sucking up. i will patronize you, but only because we have stood in the same place for so long ( Read more... )

all regular tests done. A's in 3 out of 5 of my classes known. 2 finals next week. Turns out only one of which occurs on my birthday. hurrah. swing moods swing!

its a conflict of emotion. its happy and nervous and scared and uncertain all at the same time. its hope for reception, its fear of rejection. its a constant stream, its an all the time daydream, its friendship and thats it, its a fling. sing. skip. yearn. fucked up. or perfectly natural. do you know? do you know? do you know? (ithinkyouknow)or i ( Read more... )

some people irritate me without justification. if you have any suspicion that it is you...then it probably is.