Well so far so good. Guess what I'm on the equestrian team as of today, and I'm going to a show in Georgia on the 25th. People seem cool, think it'll be a good experience. We'll see....

Ok I changed my mind, I'm too lazy to make a new one. It rocks to have an apartment. Last night was fun

Ok so I'm moving to an undisclosed journal now. goodbye. ocasional updates may come here, but its time for a new start again. Going to a place where no one makes fun of me cause I cant stand up for myself.

Nobody updates anymore. I'm wondering why I should even bother. Its like talking to a wall, and I do enough of that in real time. I just re -read The Perks of Being a Wallflower. Man what a great book. But it makes me so sad. I just cant think about the content of that book too much, because its just so philisophical, and me and the main character ( Read more... )

Well I'm here in gainesville and everything should be going great. I just got back from my hotel year and they played an awesome set. But how can everything go so wrong at once? I was happy to come here and now I'm so stressed out and angry at myself. Tell me why you hate me and I'll tell you whats been wrong.

Its a little lonely around here. I'm gonna start packing soon for gvlle I suppose.

6 days til gainesville. Going apartment supply shopping this week.My mom is so drunk tonight. Its almost funny until I stop to think about the fact that its my mom. Absolutely cannot stand living in this house one second longer.

Argh. I'm tired of all this family socializing bullshit. I want to go ride my horse, and give him a bath and put his tail up so he doesnt look like some poor backyard horse. Pooh if you could access the internet and read this,..IM SORRY poor guy. Thanks Tia for showing him some love since I'm not there to ( Read more... )

Trsck 1 on the new fall out boy ep= the most deliciously vindictive song ever. I love it. Heres why, oh and peter wentz writes all the lyrics, so i wasnt going crazy when I could have sworn he was singing the lyrics in the first video i saw of them ( Read more... )

Well these days have their ups and downs dont they. I bought a lot of cool cds today. Well worth the 3 days of work required to pay for them.

living means letting go.