i'll probably keep doing what im doing, and in the process, hurt you whilst you beat yourself up for being restrictive.
i dont want that.
let this be the end.

i feel terrible:(

i wish everything in the world was fine and dandy, no cynicism, skepticism, hypocrisy obscured by trivia.

ive always thought it was actually, and i still do. everyone else doesn't though. and i dont want to be one of them. what joy in life would there be left?

on a lighter note, gym was amazing today! really! increased all the weights and did so many ( Read more... )

i have never felt this... intellectually questioned before. i dont know what's the term but for now that shall suffice. im sitting in the living room, still staring at the uva mail and my heart's 1000000 feet below the earth. i miss my boyfriend and i dont know how to whine to others without having them whine to me which will subsequently lead to ( Read more... )

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so on friday, huiming and i attempted uni applications, browsing through the different faculties and degrees and scholarships before we headed off with his family to marina for lunch! and then whilst they shopped at john littles, we went to Andersons' for vanilla and belgian chocolate icecream(:


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i have a costume party today but  i have only a turkish belly dancing costume and no belly to boot.
i shy.
i'll just rope glor together and we'll both be bananas in pyjamas:(

Junior School Children Writing About The Sea.

1) This is a picture of an octopus. It has eight testicles. (Kelly age 6)
2) Oysters' balls are called pearls. (James age 6)
3) If you are surrounded by sea you are an Island . If you don't have sea all round you, you are incontinent. ( Wayne age 7)
4) Sharks are ugly and mean, and have big teeth, just like ( Read more... )

my mum is psyching me up to be a nurse ( Read more... )

i was reading one of those forwarded mails this morning, about the twentyeight things about a guy that girls should know. something like that. it was silly, cliched, but kindasorta-aweeebit amusing i suppose.

uni applications are closing in 10 days and i haven't begun. the whole.. ranking business is driving me nuts. okay it isn't ive more or less ( Read more... )