Well what a fabtastic weekend it has been!!! Apart from usual shittyness ( Read more... )

I never really update this thing anymore... mainly because i don't get computer access until i come home to Dev.. which sucks the most you could probably imagine.

Ermm... what's happened.. not much.. spent a week at my house as folks were away so that was cool having the place to ourselves with no annoying housemates or family about. Went back to ( Read more... )

I drank too much last night... I feel icky.. and I have to work out any minute too cos Kat will be arriving just after 2 and then we have to go see my mate and I can't be all gross and needing of shower going to see her. I'm drinking lots of water. Ow my ear hurts.

My cat loves me.. he won't leave me alone.. Aw, I love him too, so that's good isn't ( Read more... )

Bianca Beauchamp, Oil on canvas, 50x70cms

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Have had a horrible few days.. but can't really say much about it on here.. i feel it's wrong to.. i just wish i had someone to talk to.

Anyway.. After  much time spent painting... i have produced this fine piece of art: 

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I emailed the painting i did of Bianca Beauchamp to the lady herself.. she replied the next day asking if she could use it on her website and possibly in an upcoming book she's doing!!! How amazing is that ( Read more... )

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Altho last night ended in tears for me... beforehand was ok. Me and kel went to the pub and caught up on things, this guy Dennis was there who is now deaf due to 10 years in the army. a scary thought... well anyway... he said to me that he used to have a girlfriend just like me, with my physique and i was thinking... oh great.. what kind of ( Read more... )

it's midnight... i've just binged on food after having 4 pints and yes i purged as well. I feel disgusting as i ate loads and i know it didn't all come up... it just wouldn't... i tried and tried... it felt like my head was goin to explode.. bile was coming up... but it wasn't all up and i feel repulsive now.. absolute repulsion... i want to ( Read more... )