bitches, they come they go. Saturday through Sunday, Monday, Monday through Sunday yo'.

I found myself wishing on 11:11 alot these past two months. Almost everyday.. I've came to the conclusion that they dont come true. She once told me if I told her what the wish was that she promised it would come true.. It hasnt came true yet..

i have had my heart broken alot of times this year. i never thought a broken heart could keep getting worse. i think pretty soon im not gonna have anything left to break ( Read more... )

this gets harder and harder everyday. ive saved a few texts in my time also.

today i went to Deftones at the tweeter center! it was sooo much fun! so many faggots and stupid people there. i had a blast. no i wasnt high or drunk. ive been decent lately. been lookin for a job. ive been having some job interviews every once in a while. we'll see how they turn out.

i miss alot of things.

been pretty shitty.

hung out with her today. when i got inside my house i just wanted to run around and scream her name!

its amazing how being around her for 45 minutes can change my mood that ive been in for 3 weeks.

cause i miss her too. i know she looks up at the moon,sky and stars at the same time i do and wishes things could be different.

i could just say "everything will be okay. its all a dream." but ive said that so many times and nothing has changed. R.I.P Summer 2005. i'll never experiance something like that ever again.

I'm so lost right now. I dont know where to start. my heart is completely broken.

I will never forget about her.

4 days from now would have been our 1 year anniversary. i just broke up with her. i'm unhappy and miserible. we argue alot over the dumbest things in the world. she's too jealous. catches an attitude extremely too fast and is always quick to ask questions about things. she doesnt trust me at all. i dont trust her at all. not even for a second. as ( Read more... )