bleh we have finals this week..but tomorrow is our last day so thats pertty good. im sick of losing our bball games...and im playin like shit..((like always)) and i get really nervous before home games because aj is there and i want to make him proud..but im just really really bad..and i can't do anything about it
anyway..i better go study..

love

ugh...i hate things right now. i know im always complaining..but what else is new. like i hate my figured right now and i hate how im eating, and i hate how my face is looking, and i hate that im terrible at everythign i do, and i hate how im so clumsy, and i hate how i annoy myself..and i HATE HOW I KEEP TALKING ABOUT MYSELF. ugh ( Read more... )

ahhh i hate nick hes such a dick. hes been makin me do shit since he came home and im so fucking sick of it that i just want to kill him. no not really but nonetheless((did u know that that was one word..i think thats cool))...but im just so bleh lately.i hate it when i have to go up to the hospital and just sit there and watch my dad suffer..it ( Read more... )

omg. where to begin? i just had the best day...i got to sleep in which is fabulous. and then i went to school with kelly and alex and we saw all the teachers..i was in deep deprival from mrs. schue schue :) any way..then we went to jimmy johns and had some great food..it rocked..and then we went back to kelly's and watched SUPERSTAR!! it was funny ( Read more... )

shut ur fucking face uncle fucker

^ i just thought that was funny.

another funny thing..

"you will be fine u fucking asshole"

::says with a lot of joy::

my dad depressed me a lot today..he has to have surgery and stuff..but not soon ..cuz well he cant afford it...and hes got a lot of other things to deal with..and if he messes up at all..well hes screwed. it kinda depresses me..and i feel bad cuz i can't do anythign to help.

i need a shower...cuz i smell like smoke

tick tick tick boom!

TAKE ( Read more... )

u say u want a lover with a sense of danger, come with me ( Read more... )

anyone want to hear about my bad day?...well too bad.

ok..so when my alarm went off..i was just pissed off. i dont know why..but i was already pissed off. then my mom yelled at me for doing something wrong. i didn't have any good bras..so i had to wear one that sucked...and i had like 20 billion more pimples which is gross. then i was running ( Read more... )

ITS THE SLOW PRETTY PART!!

::guitar solo::

AND THATS ABOUT THE TIME SHE WALKED AWAY FROM ME! NO body LIKES YOU WHEN UR 23!! YOU STILL ACT LIKE UR IN FRESHMAN YEAR! what the fuck is wrong with me..my friends say that i should act my age..whats my age again?

the game was fun tonight..i love everyone..aj went to the game with jb and shiiiizzz which is cool cuz i told him to go..tomorrow i have a vball game at 10..sounds fun! i might actually play..aj prolly wont be there tho..cuz hes at jbs..and they're going to sleep in..i want him to come..but i want him to sleep too cuz he hasn't been sleeping a lot ( Read more... )