I finally went shopping..i had fun i went with darra and we were just buggin out and shit having a good time..but tell me why as soon as we walked in the mall to AGAINST ALL ODDS..I saw somebody and thought it was green durango and come to find out it was and u kno who was wit him lance...booooo..i just kept walking and lookin at some lady enyce ( Read more... )

i think im really bout to punch some ppls in der face cause dey really starting to piss me off..i mean i feel like the only one im really bonding with right now is my mom and darra..i really am tired of people..i mean what the fuck did i do...it just me against stupid ppl right now dat im really bout to hurt in like 2.2 secs but n e wayz im bout to ( Read more... )

i stayed in maryland shorter than i expected which was good cause i didnt really want to go even for one day...i was so tired...so now all of my shit is takin care of and i leave next saturday. i think that im happy, but as time gets closer ill prolly be sad.i dont really kno how my mom feels yet but shes not showing to much emotion.n e wayz im ( Read more... )

have u eva wondered if tears ever stopped..i mean in the last couple of weeks..ive just been fillin up water buckets...i kept help help myself..i remember one day i just took a drive just cause i couldnt believe dat it ended...i cant listen to r& b anymore cause it makes me sadd...and i dont even think i can write dis journal entry right now... ( Read more... )

i dont even know where to begin lately its just been to much for me to handle...i mean i came back from maryland i was like i had fun but im neva goin back der and i just wanted to be home wit my loved ones and everything like dat..but of course again i have changed my mine and ive finally realized dat i need to get the hell up out of jersey..i ( Read more... )

Today was officially my last day of high school, classes, and exams. Im definitely not sad that im getting the hell out of the this school, or the teachers except for like 2 or 3, or wakin up at 615 just so i could be to school in able to make my first period class..To the ditzy hores,and the stupid guys dat i never liked..i dont care if i eva see ( Read more... )

WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNIN'...ITS YOUUU ( Read more... )

I JUST WANTED TO LET U KNOW DAT I REALLY HATE PEOPLE..LIKE WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WIT ERBODY OR IS IT SUMPTIN WRONG WIT ME..NAH NOT THIS TIME..IT DEFINITELY ISNT ME...BUT I REALLY CANT STAND NI99AS THEY MAKE ME FUKKIN SICK AND I FEEL LKE SHOOTIN DEM..OK BYE!!

TODAY IS LIKE A WHY KIND DAY...LIKE IM ASKIN MYSELF ALL THESE QUESTIONS BUT ANY WHOO...I AM SO DAMN BORED IN THIS HOUSE AND I DONT FEEL LIKE BEIN HERE..I THINK DAT IM BOUT TO JUST DRIVE AROUND OR SUMPTIN..I MEAN I EVEN TRIED TO GO TO SOME STORES TO WASTE TIME BUT IT WASNT ENOUGH...ON WEDNESDAY I WENT TO MARYLAND TO TAKE MY PLACEMENT TEST..IT WASNT ( Read more... )

im really bored and im tired of working on this stupid project so i just decided to write a poem dat came in my head..its iight ( Read more... )