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I drew this just now. I think this is going to be a new addition to my art portfolio. But I don't know... it's not really as good as my other stuff, because I didn't want to care. But I kinda like it surprisingly. Kinda, the title is desire, if you wanna take a peek. 
Today I slept in until 12pm because I'm lame.
Today I did Pilates.
Today I drank three bottles of water.
Today I ate too much.
Today I read 20 more pages in the Da Vinci Code.
Today I made lots of art with my new oil pastels.
Today I fell in love with Gomez, The Start, and Interpol.
Today I couldn't sing worth shit.
Today I felt worthless.
Today I wished it were tomorrow...
Tomorrow I bet I'll be wishing the same thing.
wooo... what am I gonna do tomorrow? Im leaving with my dad at one for him to drive me three hours to a bus station somewhere, that'll give me less hours on the bus. Shitty titty ass fuck... theres gonna be alot of reading & eating & sleeping.
I also wish that it was raining right now... the sky looks heavy and it has all day, but never rained. *shrug* Maybe it will tonight & I can sit out on the stairs with my arms reaching out to the sky & it pouring down on me in the dark. I'll make love to the night, about as black and beautiful as this world can get.
Here's a poem I wrote...
Starting to End
Starting off with hopes that something will happen
Happen in this moment of time
Time to tell me what day it is
Is this coming to what I have feared for so long
Long winding road in the dessert
Dessert heat never fades
Fades away like the blink of an eye
Eye of the unknown stares through a crack in the wall
Wall, a thousand miles long
Lawn drawn out thought
Thought is so hard to come by these days
Days of dull throbbing pains
Pins in the left side of my skull
Skull made of stars and lights of who
Who am I
I love you
You are worth more than you know
Know nothing
Nothing is everthing
Everything changes
Changes are what make us wonderful
Wonderful to live
Live well, life is only so long
Long, like this poen will soon come to an end.
As you can see, I had alot of emotional confusion while I was writng that. Don't ask me why. I don't even know why.
Peace,
Marlena
Today I slept in until 12pm because I'm lame.
Today I did Pilates.
Today I drank three bottles of water.
Today I ate too much.
Today I read 20 more pages in the Da Vinci Code.
Today I made lots of art with my new oil pastels.
Today I fell in love with Gomez, The Start, and Interpol.
Today I couldn't sing worth shit.
Today I felt worthless.
Today I wished it were tomorrow...
Tomorrow I bet I'll be wishing the same thing.
wooo... what am I gonna do tomorrow? Im leaving with my dad at one for him to drive me three hours to a bus station somewhere, that'll give me less hours on the bus. Shitty titty ass fuck... theres gonna be alot of reading & eating & sleeping.
I also wish that it was raining right now... the sky looks heavy and it has all day, but never rained. *shrug* Maybe it will tonight & I can sit out on the stairs with my arms reaching out to the sky & it pouring down on me in the dark. I'll make love to the night, about as black and beautiful as this world can get.
Here's a poem I wrote...
Starting to End
Starting off with hopes that something will happen
Happen in this moment of time
Time to tell me what day it is
Is this coming to what I have feared for so long
Long winding road in the dessert
Dessert heat never fades
Fades away like the blink of an eye
Eye of the unknown stares through a crack in the wall
Wall, a thousand miles long
Lawn drawn out thought
Thought is so hard to come by these days
Days of dull throbbing pains
Pins in the left side of my skull
Skull made of stars and lights of who
Who am I
I love you
You are worth more than you know
Know nothing
Nothing is everthing
Everything changes
Changes are what make us wonderful
Wonderful to live
Live well, life is only so long
Long, like this poen will soon come to an end.
As you can see, I had alot of emotional confusion while I was writng that. Don't ask me why. I don't even know why.
Peace,
Marlena