I've been having some dreams about Lauren lately. Well, last night atleast, but, it just seems like I've been having them every night. But, before I start telling you about these dreams, maybe I should tell you the story of Lauren and I. My side of the story, atleast ( Read more... )

So, today was really good! I was twenty minutes late to work because I didn't wanna get up, but, it's all good, they love me, and don't care. Besides, I called and told 'em I would be late! But, yeah, worked, Chazzie came in and saw me. Him and his friend Angela were hanging out. Lol, we talked for like twenty minutes, then they needed to go, so, ( Read more... )

Alone. And, not in the way that I want a boyfriend. I'm just so alone, period. I don't have a best friend anymore, I don't have someone I can just call if I'm having a bad day. I don't have anyone ( Read more... )

I hate people. I really do. I don't really like animals that much, either..ANYWAYS. So, Ryan sucks ass. He always has, always will. He's a slut, too, I guess you could say. He fuckin has some obsession with sucking straight dudes off, so, he does. Last week he sucked a straight dude off that was married, and has three kids. How fucking triffling is ( Read more... )

I've been seing ALOT of shooting stars lately, atleast one every night. I saw two tonight, in like, a ten minute period ( Read more... )

So, it's my birthday, and of course, I don't get a call from the one person I want.

I hate my life.

So, I'm pretty much over Ryan..There's always gonna be something there for him, but, that's about it. We couldn't last in a relationship anyways, we fight too fucking much, like tonight, when he decided to be a asshole..WHAT'S NEW?!

Anyways. I finally got a LJ icon. It's of Lindsay, my love.

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UHG. Sometimes I fucking want to strangle Ryan. So, I talked to him earlier today, for about fifteen minutes, he was telling me about how he had a break down because he might not be able to close on his house..But, I think there was more to it than that..He told me if he didn't close on his house he would just move to Florida. Alright then, well, ( Read more... )