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[infamousmark]

I hate to have another entry where I rant about psychological problems in my life, but you'll have to bare with me for another paragraph or two

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[leikelakai]

Totally understand how you feel. It's no fun feeling like the third or fifth wheel, or wondering if people return your affection...I don't have any advice, I just hope that you find peace with where you're at now, and continue to learn all that the Lord has to show you. The song 'Somebody' by Reba McEntire rings true...you never know where you'll find somebody. Could be anywhere, at anytime.
Blessings!
Rachel

ps--I'm on Emma's LJ friends list and found you that way.

[emmarose41256]

Also, what a terrible song Rachel! I loathe Reba. :)

[leikelakai]

*gasp* How can you hate Reba?!!? We may have to re-evaluate our friendship!! :D;)

[infamousmark]

I actually like that song a lot. Thanks for the encouragement. By the way, what is your name?

[emmarose41256]

Awww, Mark I'm sorry. I think everybody's felt the way you are at some point, for me all through high school my two best friends (a guy and girl) were dating. We hung out all the time and sometimes it got to be pretty uncomfortable/frustrating. Especially since I introduced them and before they knew each other I was really interested in the guy. Anyhow, this is about you, not me here, and I wish I had some better advice for you, but any girl who would turn down a Fream is nuts, so don't worry, you'll meet the right person eventually! Have fun being single- I love James 100%, but there are the occasional times when I think life would be easier if I was single. :)

[infamousmark]

I do definitely enjoy being single. It's just annoying when a lot people close to me are dating. I'm sure I'll get over it but I just needed to vent a little.

[mindyrae]

Hey Mark, I will be praying for you that the Lord will comfort your heart whether its through a relationship or some other way.

I don't know if this would help you at all, but...this summer I read Authentic Beauty by Leslie Ludy and it has completely changed my life as far as the dating/relationship part of life goes. And while this book is for women (so you probably wouldn't get much out of it...lol), the author's husband Eric Ludy has written what I believe is the guys' equivalent. It's called God's Gift to Women. If this book is anywhere close to Authentic Beauty, then it just might help you too. (This is even on my reading list in hopes that I can figure guys out a little more...haha.)

Anyways, God will be with you!

[infamousmark]

Thanks a lot Mindy. I'll have to check into that. Thx again.