the worse thing is with everythign so shitty going on right now, there is no way i can say to myself, "i shouldn't have left new orleans." dammit.

now that i'm looking to quit my job or just go parttime to make "the man in the garage", my boss finally talked to me about promoting me. toooooo late.

so i tried to prep myself to do some writing by watchign a good piece of cinema distributed by lions gate films. lil film called crash. you've seen it. yeah. like i was saying i was tryign to get myself in a writing mood and all it did was make me depressed. boo.

i turn 21 in 15 days. at this rate i'll probably already be an alcohalic.

dust in the wind

http://www.cnn.com/2006/SHOWBIZ/Movies/01/01/cranshaw.obit.ap/index.html

going back to the subject of manor, TX: I did get to walk around and tour the town from what's eating gilbert grape. i saw the water tower, the restaurant and the store he worked at. it was weird to be standing there. even though i've been to lotsa locations and sets it was just weird to be at that town that i had seen in that movie so many a time.

god forbid two black guys and two mexicans walk around a neighborhood in manor, TX. they're dangerous folk? not really sure what made them so dangerous. but at least a cop warned us and told us to go back indoors. thank god. man i hate small texas towns.

george carlin cancelled tomorrow.

happy birthday to the first hippy ever.

my mommy got me george carlin tickets because she loves me.
i have the coolest mom ever. you don't.