sitting here waiting for dawn.. orientation/training thing for the hospital. today seems bullshitty already.. yesterday was the first day of camp and i almost forgot how much it sucks.. went to soccer practice and its a joke..

im trying to fix things.. im sorry. i love you.

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ugh.

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-->slept 40 minutes thursday night.. got personally/physically aquainted ( Read more... )

today's real shitty.. had to clean up camp for next week and that sucked.. so does work, i dont wanna go.. had a doctors appointment this afternoon then went for an hour run through the cemetary to clear my mind.. i honestly dont know anymore.. its like i go through a day thats fine and i end up sitting here home alone and then everything comes, ( Read more... )

hmpf. finished with school and i didnt actually fail finals ( Read more... )

interesting past couple weeks.. failed my religion/ earth science/ h algebra finals and i honestly couldnt give two hoots.. i tried i guess.. in this time i have ( Read more... )

wow.. past couple weeks have been honestly fucked up.. beyond belief.. i cnat focus on anything.. i cant even sleep its so bad.. =[
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havent written anything in a while.. sitting here with Ms. Andrea Ferris while we wait for Ms Emily Robert.. and the start of a girls night here.. went to the boys jv baseball game against Wahconah this morning and we won of course.. had to use the facility in the boys locker room at the park and its ghetto.. theres no toilet paper and you cant see ( Read more... )

REDICULOUSLY HUMID/HOT OUTSIDE.. =/ ick.. last track meet of the season and it was ok.. nothing fantastic.. i almost passed out though because it was nasty out.. had a migraine all day and came home to shower before ryan comes over.. theres the doorbell.. O=)
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::aaacchhooooooo!!:: allergies.. ick ( Read more... )