today was fun but stressful ( especially for my sister ). we left for the Milford Mall at about 8:30 this morning. the first thing we did was go to DEBs and look at dresses. i had 2 that i tried on that i was in love with but then i finally picked one. =) it's so pretty ! it's red and sparkly and well you just gotta see it. my sister didn't find ( Read more... )

nothing too much happened since the last time i updated. yesterday was a peprally at school and it was soo much fun ! it was soo much better compared to the first one. it was in the auditorium this time too so it was better than the gym. me and my friends went crazy! today is Thanksgiving and it was pretty good. first like at 8:00 in the morning me ( Read more... )

sometimes when i'm alone i cry
because i am on my own
the tears i cry are bitter and warm
they flow with life but take no form
i cry because my heart is torn
i find it difficult to carry on,  if i had an ear to confiding
i wound cry among my treasured frend
but who do you know that stops that long to help another carry on
the world moves fast & it would ( Read more... )

this weekend was awesome. i just got home from Rhode Island with all my friends. let's just get it over with and said .. we didn't place top 5. =( very sad i know. i was actually kinda shocked. everyone said we did awesome and hit it better than we ever have and i think we did the best we could too. at first i was crying and really sad and didn't ( Read more... )

yesterday was our last practice before we go to Rhode Island. and guess who was there ? Matt Wheeler !! haha. everyone was like staring and acting all gay cuz they were tryin to be cool. that was the bad part about it. anyways the dinner thing was good. except the fact we had to walk around with garbage bags in our hands ( which really smelt ! ). ( Read more... )

omg today was the best ! it was like one of those days we had at the beginning of the year where nothing bothered me at all. =D yay ! i talked to all these people that i haven't been talkin to and it's alot better ( Jamie, DeSean, Mike, even had a little association with EJ haha ) i was just happy almost all day except for in the morning when every ( Read more... )

alright today was alright. Jel likes Jamie so i told him and ha it was funny when DeSean found out. he probably was suprised that for once the person he likes doesn't like him and likes his best friend.. doesn't that sound firmiliar. anyways i had about 3 tests today and i probably failed them all. Art sucks i hate it ! my mom went to some ( Read more... )

Why is everything I do compared to those around me. Why am I not good enough for ANYONE !!

ok well this weekend was fun. friday night we had practice and after practice we were suppose to have a food fight but we ended up just having a party because it was raining outside. the food fight got moved until tonight before practice. the party was really fun. then saturday morning i went with my dad and me, sharon, my dad, and sam went to ( Read more... )