haivng another break down... I don't think I can go to work today. too much is on my mind..
eli

i slept for four hours. Still feel like crap. I'm probably calling in again tomorrow. -.-

eli

You know what I hate? When I come home tired and look forward to talking to my friends and tell them some exciting news (( if any)) then they come back at you and throw it in your face like your a piece of shit. I mean what the fuck. If I wanted my self esteem shattered i'd let you know. Damn. Now I shouldn't even be called eli, perhaps I should be ( Read more... )

So I havn't had much time to update this. But it's not like anything is new. •sigh• Another argument with Mike. I know he's probably reading this. But Mike, I do care a lot about you. Wishing things doesnt change the way people feel about you or anyone. HE was a blast from the past, nothing i'd actually go back to. If i wanted to be with him I ( Read more... )

Spell your first name backwards]: ile ( Read more... )

I can't seem to stop moving around.. * lalalala bouncy bouncy bounce* i slept, went to work and to the mall with some friends now im here..SHORT ENTERY I KNOW --DEAL WITH!!

*wabbles away*

Today was a great day at work. I met a lot of new people which is cool, except the office im working in most of them go from the ages of 20-2zillion years old...While Everados is mostly teens, lucky heffer! Yeah I finished my training today, it's eaaassy. Plus I have a meeting with the corporates tomorrow so wish me luck XD ( Read more... )

I don't know if it's this week or what but I fucking hate everything around me. I can't stand anyone smileing, looking at me or being friendly. I want to just kick their ass. God fucking die. I have never been so irritated. I hate caring for people, especially when all they do is ignore you, or call and act like assholes, then hang up on me (( Yes ( Read more... )

Erm yeah, I went to work today. It was alright I guess...I'm one of the youngest working there- WAIT NO I AM THE YOUNGEST Blah. I actually knew some people there and Everado applied he's starting work tomorrow. Cool shit, yeah what ever. I'm not really in a typing mood right now ( Read more... )

Whoaaaa! Today was so bolie! It rocked! Well not the begining...So my mom drives me to Everado's place because we both want to take the bus to the beach, I thought, okay cool new expirience, why not. Well on the way there my mother and I are just talking and catching up a few things...Everything was all dandy until I asked her if I could barrow 50 ( Read more... )