YAY JERM AND I ARE FINALLY BACK TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling so much better now that he is back in my life like this again!!!!!!!
HE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME!
we are going to be fine! i couldnt stand being away from him like this, and I hope that we have better times now that things are (and are going to be) worked out!!!!

GOD I FRICKIN' LOVE ( Read more... )

me and jerm fought again.
figures
we have the best night in four days, and everything goes to shit the next....
because of me.
but not just me.
im not important enough for him to call me for a minute
he does all these things that hurt everyone around him
and he says that he has bad luck.

they say "the only luck you have is what you make for ( Read more... )

in my last entry i had a typo

i meant to say "either" instead of "neither"

thats a bad things to accidentally put.

damn

im sure most of you heard about the crap taht happened last night, if not, then you probably werent meant to hear it.

things are getting better lately, Jerm and I are actually talking. and ( Read more... )

ONe of our cutest if not the cutest of our cats....has died today ( Read more... )

yesterday I got my hair cut. im not putting many pix up except for IM right now bc of a certain reason. it looks good tho.

last night I brainwashed mydelf to sleep almost. the only way I ( Read more... )

i just got done "talking" to jeremy. i felt like i was talking to myself. I can't sleep bcuz i can't stop thinking of him. im afraid hes gonna go find and screw another chik, that he'll end up thinking of me as just another bitch in the hall.

I was trying to sleep earlier, but i couldnt stop myself from thinking ( Read more... )

i don't know what's wrong with me. now that im all alone. everything feels numb again. i guess thats not a surprise. but there's still a little warmth in me. i don't know if that will burn out quickly or not.

ive erased all links to this special bond. right now i don't want reminders, except for stupid screennames and pitiful entries like this.
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I hope you all had fun wasting your lives away last night ( Read more... )

man, I am so incredibly bored right now. I really miss Jeremy, but he's out havin a good old time again with all his friends, and I am stuck all alone at home. GOD IM A LONER!!!!!! GOD DAMNED IT!!!!!!!! GAH! THIS DRIVES ME NUTSO!!I feel like the most boring person in the world  next to him.... is that bad????? I feel so small when it comes to fun ( Read more... )