Fuck me...

Mar 30, 2005 13:19

I wish I was a doll sometimes. Something made of silicone and plastic. Something that doesn't need to feel, doesn't need to be loved, doen't need someone to call. You could tear my arm off and I wouldn't feel anything. You could tear out my plastic heart and I still wouldn't feel anything....I wouldn't have this paranoia that he was losing ( Read more... )

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deuceloosely March 30 2005, 21:33:50 UTC
You're in the EXACT same place I am with Kasey. The only exception is, if she doesn't see me so we can talk things over by week's end, I'm done with her. I'm not about to lend myself to anyone who doesn't have time for me, doesn't think I'm important enough to resolve issues with, or is actively avoiding me. Yes, it will hurt at first (because I never "throw anyone away," but I need to preserve my own sanity. When I make myself available in every way for someone who clearly can't or won't do the same, it's time to call it done.

I'm here for you. You know where to find me. I think we both need each other at this time (at least for hugs).

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