i leave in 1 hour for new york...jimmy and me just got off the phone...it was really wierd like i told him we both neeeded to go to bed...and for the first time i relized that jimmy really does care about me...it was really...idk amazing? no that corny...it was really cool lol...idk im just a nerd i guess...o well...

today started off awesome...like honestly it was a really good day...really good...i went shopping and got jimmys present...super lame but still ok...and we (raca and kevin)came to my house and made super good cookies...then i picked jimmy up ( Read more... )

ahh..i hate boys so much...or maybe its just the way i think about boys...ok so me and jimmy are together...but now im all like...what if he dont like me anymore...should i tell my mom about me and him...what if tommrow hes like yeah...were done...then what would i do? like i like jimmy but then ( Read more... )

whew...i passed my test...so i can drive *big smiles* my whole family didnt believe it...thats kinda sad...o well... lol i can drive...thats all i care about! im really confussed on a lot of things right now...like its all things that only i can figure out and fix myself..but none the less... this weekend should be fun... real fun :)

hold it now ( Read more... )

just got home...*big sigh*
i know it true...
he has me dangeling by a string...
i just need to know...

wow...just wow...thats all i can say lol this weekend was a blast...i hung out with sara on friday...we made some sweet ass shirts...then saturday after the death camp...i hung out with some sweet ass peeps....we watched star wars...i ( Read more... )

man o man this week ZOOOMED by lol i had my last behind the wheel today! lol then me and my mom went to the travel agent..we are going to new york over new years....awesome but not i mean i kinda wanna be with my buddies for that night...o well...im excited for this weekend...it should be fun..im definatly lookin forward to helium night with sara! ( Read more... )

I'll Fix These Broken Things,
Repair Your Broken Wings,
And Make Sure Everytings Alright

yeasturday i went for a run in the morning...and while i was running my heart started to have really bad pains...and so i told my mom...i dint think anything of it...but she like freaked out and what not...then today she called and told me she was talking to a doc. at work and he said that it could be really major and wants me to come in and see ( Read more... )

last night me and raca went for a drive....
it made me relize a lot of things that i need to work on..it also let me see that she was supportive and i guesse i just wanted to say thanx raca.....

we have caller id and no ( Read more... )