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[infinatedesire]

i'm sorry. i'm sorry for all the horrible things i have done to everyone. its no wonder my friends hate me. god, i hate being whiny, i'm sorry. i should just leave, go away where no one could ever find me. then i could stop fucking up peoples lives and they could be happy. i should just go, no one would miss me anyways. i'm sorry im sorry im sorry

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[metalmaniachaha]

lilli what is this? where did this come from? are you ok? call me if u need to talk

[empireprophecy]

lilli, i can't speak for anyone other than myself for definate sure, but i do not hate you. i will say though, that sometimes a few of us may feel a little bit like we're being neglected because you spend so much time with hank, but i'm sure you don't realize that. Just know that I am here for you, no matter what, even if we never see each other, because you're my friend and i care about you. i love you lilli.

[infinatedesire]

thank you. it's kind of a spiralling thing, that i dont want to make plans with yall because i assume that yall are already busy, but then how can i hang out with everyone. i'm going to make a conscience effort to spend at least one day/night a weekend with the girls. i'm sorry that you've felt neglected and it is completely reasonable.

[spiralmoondust]

lilli...aww, don't be sad. i agree with lizzy, we are feeling neglected. we love you though. and i really do like hank too, he just obviously has some problems with me that we should probably discuss.

i think it's really time for a girls' night, otherwise we're all just going to be angsty and melodramatic forever.

and you know what else? i bet some of us [cough.] are jealous because you have a boy that loves you and that's all most of us want.

[infinatedesire]

remember how mark doesnt have a filter? well hank has picked up a few of marks unfun habits, and i honestly am sorry for that. i think that a talk would be nice, but i dont think he has any real problems with you.

girls night sounds amazing, a mini beach

i know how lucky i am, and i guess i got caught up in it. i really miss being part of the girls, and hank can just deal with it. i need estrogen. thank you so much.