a lot of things have happened recently. Mary, from French class, Etzer's wife, passed away on April 1st. cause of death was a complication of cancer.. or a complication from surgery- likely a secondary, post-operative infection that went undetected. it was sad.. and Madame was crying- I didn't get one, though.. I just wasn't huggable that day. ( Read more... )

I'm depressed right now. it started about a week ago, when I just had this nagging feeling that I was alone. I don't have anyone to hold or cuddle or kiss or to love right now. when Mary told me she was going to be in Sacramento\Elk Grove for a day, I jumped at the opportunity to see her. I almost got there too, but the road I was taking was closed ( Read more... )

this whole week has been hectic and oddly crazy. first, I got locked out of my house, so I had to wait from 2:30 to 6:30 for someone to let me in. worse, I tried prying the door open, slipped and scraped my left middle finger against the stucco siding of the house. at the carpal-digital joint, I managed to loose all the skin down to the tendonous ( Read more... )

so, yeah, Jodi definitely found someone else. it's bothering me less now, but I can't help but see the opportunity lost. oh well. I've had my eye on two different girls lately, both of them I have seen on campus multiple times, but never really spoken to. the first is this girl I always see wearing a hat or head covering of some kind. she obviously ( Read more... )

I feel oddly depressed right now. I guess it's because Jodi has stopped talking to me. I don't know why. and I have this feeling that I won't ever really find out since she isn't talking to me and I don't know any of her friends. I guess this should be one of those times when I take a lesson on letting go. I've always found that a little hard to do ( Read more... )

this year doesn't feel new. it feels astonishingly similiar to the last ones that have been replayed over and over again in my lifetime. is this really a new year? I don't feel any different; I don't think so. of course, I didn't make any resolutions, and I never do. but if I did, I guess I would resolve to do something to make myself happy. my ( Read more... )

it's been a while since I've updated. no one really reads this anyway. I'm not sure what to write in here. I should be doing my French homework, but I just can't muster the ability to get it done right now. then I signed on here to see what my friends have posted, and here I am. no one posts on here or reads these anymore, and I would probably ( Read more... )

for my summer classes.

I got an 81% in History 004, and a 78% in Sociology 1.

I probably could have done better. I didn't do too well on the Midterm and the Final Essay for History, which ended up knocking my grade down from a 94% to what I finished with. In Sociology, I missed 3 Short Essay assignments, worth a combined 30 points. I was able to make ( Read more... )

I'm not really sure what to write here right now. Wayne is dead (RIP, you will be missed), I've had my Xbox 360 for about a month now (I have 4 games for it: Crackdown, Halo 3, Call Of Duty 4, and Army Of Two; soon, Grand Theft Auto IV and Ninja Gaiden II too), Mr. Slowski came back, along with us getting a female tortoise that he is very ( Read more... )

yup. it's true. I mentioned that my dad wants to get one to play Grand Theft Auto IV. he was planning on buying a used one, which I kind of encouraged, but I've decided that I would like to take advantage of his wanting to play GTA IV to acquire one for myself. aside from that, the newer models use less electricity, have better thermal dissipation ( Read more... )