defense mechanisms

[infiniteabys]

everything i do is some sort of defense mechanism

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[infiniteabys]

I guess I'm sneaky.

[infiniteabys]

I'd love to read some more stream of consciousness works.

who do you suggest?

[infiniteabys]

I really appreciate all those suggestions. I will totally check them out next time I'm at the library/bookstore.

[scribble_betz]

There is nothing unique about these problems. Sometimes I depend on too many negatives just to feel original. My confidence is superfical. My imagination is adopted. The sky's not big enough for every dream.
i must add you. it's like i plugged you into my brain and you spit out words for me

[infiniteabys]

buckle up. it's going to be a bumpy ride.

[scribble_betz]

now i'm excited ;D

[jupiter_lies]

I've come to realize that the only way I feel useful is by dealing with other people's problems. I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO HELP MYSELF. As a person I've failed. Report cards sent to home(sick)hearts. I'd give this all away just for a chance to dream without nightmares. To think without lying. To be without being a fraud. Scared and alone. Bylines for the morning papers. There is nothing unique about these problems. Sometimes I depend on too many negatives just to feel original. My confidence is superfical. My imagination is adopted. The sky's not big enough for every dream.

The sky is falling and I can't get up.

I am not right and I never will be.

this feels. I/me/she. it.

[infiniteabys]

What do you mean by I/me/she it?

[jupiter_lies]

for some reason I fluctuate between referring to myself as me/I/she (and "you", too). it was some weird mangling of the sentence "I feel it".

*random garbled face* little sleep WEIRD posts!

[infiniteabys]

gotcha!