im too old to be keepin up with all tha kids

[infinitegray___]

Why is it so hot in my room?? My parents are considering sending me to UTI in orlando, which is a good thing.. but i gotta work awhile first. GOD I HATE LOOKING FOR A JOB!! It makes me feel so unwanted. If i go to uti jessie's comming with me, cause i gotta live in an apartment anyway. Its gonna be nice i do believe. I just had a great talk with

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I'm changing my name to Clover Morning.

[ulive4me_idie4u]

Leaving?
No Egypt?
No commune?

I could lie and say that I'm 100 percent happy that you are happy, but I'm only 85 percent excited that you are finally motivated to do something with your life. I am proud that you have goals and inspiration. I just wish that I wasn't demoted everytime you find a new intrest. I know it's selfish of me to burden you with my disappointment in our deteriorating relationship, but I am shameless.
I wish you the best of luck, I'll always be around...of course you know this. I hope to see you before you go, because it has already been forever.

Re: I'm changing my name to Clover Morning.

[infinitegray___]

You always manage to say something that pisses me the fuck off. That's one of many reasons i love you to death erikah. I wont be going anywhere for awhile, you know me. And who are you, my mom? Finally decided to do something with my life? Fuck you!! Oh well, at least someone's reading my journal.

[ulive4me_idie4u]

You cant deny that for awhile you werent motivated....I'm happy that youre doing shit now. I love you too asshole.