Everything is catching up with me, I awake to find I'm not at all where I should be. And it feels I am getting to the end, and its hard to figure out what's real and what's pretend ( Read more... )

And I will wake up one morning, after sorrowful long years.
And then I will kill the daylight, and its shameful poor old tricks.

There is not anything simpler than this sense of defeat, and the dreams which remain unchanged like moments to pity.

Who am I talking to? Now your baby is just a lost name to you.
No, your love is not a ray, it couldn't shine in any sky on this endless, awful day.

All I ever wanted, all I ever needed, is right here in my arms.

I never lied, I never joked. I'll try to give you all the answers you expect to listen to.
I couldn't say what happened there.

Dreams and lost days are burning in the past.

How could I hold on when there's nothing to hold on to?
Don't sink the boat that you built to keep afloat.

You don't believe me, but you do this every time.

So as I write to you of what is done and to do, maybe you'll understand and won't cry for this man.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears, when you'd scream I'd chase away all of your fears ( Read more... )

its doing it again ( Read more... )

Hear me - And if I close my mind in fear, please pry it open.
See me - And if my face becomes sincere, beware.
Hold me - And if I start to come undone, stitch me together.
Save me - And if you see me strut, remind me of what left this outlaw torn.

-// What I've felt, what I've known, never shined through in what I've shown.
Never be, never see, won't see what might have been.
Never free, never me, so I dub thee unforgiven.

They dedicate their lives to running all of his. He tries to please them all, this bitter man he is.
This fight he cannot win, a tired man they see (no longer ( Read more... )