OMG this was just so so sooooooooooooooo worth the wait. I love you so much nao.
I think this is really one of the best fanfictions - not simply limited to this pair - that I have ever read. The plot, the descriptions, the RAW HARSH EMOTIONS~ the way you portrayed them all is just so effing beautiful and heartwrenching and I couldn't stop reading.
And I adore the little kinks you add to their personalities, like Kyuhyun's deadpan one-liners and the humorous nonsensical situations they sometimes get into etc. Also, as heartbreaking as the idea of SJ disbanding is, I like how you portrayed the aftermath of it. How, even though they are not a band anymore, they're still family and get together and have fun together, even while leading separate lives. Beautiful.
I think my heart died a little when Kyuhyun finally came up and asked Jongwoon how often he thinks about Wookie. And the Too much. Beacuse I’m spending all of my time wondering if you still love him. <--- that is one of the most emotional and beautiful and tear-jerking lines in
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oh my goodness, thank you so much ;A; especially because i think this might be one of my bad fics, haha.
ryeowook is actually my favorite character in this, hahaha, because i wasn't able to portray him the way i could portray jongwoon and kyuhyun. sometimes, people forget that characters other than the main characters are people too. you're right; ryeowook thought that things wouldn't work out between him and jongwoon, and him and kyuhyun. he wanted to try things out and he wanted a shot at love, but he didn't find it in either of them. he didn't purposely pair them up, but he loved them equally and wanted them to be happy - and they just happened to find each other. <3
*flails* HIIIII~ So, yeah, I was re-reading this for the umpteenth time - GAH SEE WHAT YOUR WRITING DOES TO ME D: :3 - and this question just popped into my mind. I know that all along, Kyuhyun was also feeling insecure cos he was afraid Jongwoon was still in love with Wookie, but what about Kyu's feelings for Wookie? Does he still "love" Ryeowook, sort of like how in the end, Jongwoon still "loves" Wookie (though romantically, he only wants Kyuhyun and vice versa)?
la;hsdlaj whyyy do you do this, you have better things to read ;~; but umm yes i think so! i don't think kyuhyun loves ryeowook as much as jongwoon still does, but yeah, he does. in my eyes, jongwoon has much more love to give than kyuhyun--once kyuhyun finds someone, he really only has eyes for the person, you know?
the huge word count is worth the wait. im so glad i came home from work and managed to read this before the next work day starts again. i love kyusung even though its not the pairing that i read the most. and i love how you portrayed their relationship. they take small steps, testing each step they take, and with insecurities about themselves and this whole 'thing' they have. i love how i can see the real kyusung in this. the part when kyuhyun said he thinks about ryeowook too much was heartbreaking, in the sense that the story has always been told in yesung's pov (and reflecting yesung's thoughts), but the one time we're let in on what kyuhyun is thinking about, it has to be this heartbreaking.
and i love how you mentioned the pendants again in the final paragraph. it really brings me back to that scene in part 1, one of my favourite scenes, of kyuhyun telling yesung about the pendant.
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I think this is really one of the best fanfictions - not simply limited to this pair - that I have ever read. The plot, the descriptions, the RAW HARSH EMOTIONS~ the way you portrayed them all is just so effing beautiful and heartwrenching and I couldn't stop reading.
And I adore the little kinks you add to their personalities, like Kyuhyun's deadpan one-liners and the humorous nonsensical situations they sometimes get into etc. Also, as heartbreaking as the idea of SJ disbanding is, I like how you portrayed the aftermath of it. How, even though they are not a band anymore, they're still family and get together and have fun together, even while leading separate lives. Beautiful.
I think my heart died a little when Kyuhyun finally came up and asked Jongwoon how often he thinks about Wookie. And the Too much. Beacuse I’m spending all of my time wondering if you still love him. <--- that is one of the most emotional and beautiful and tear-jerking lines in ( ... )
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ryeowook is actually my favorite character in this, hahaha, because i wasn't able to portray him the way i could portray jongwoon and kyuhyun. sometimes, people forget that characters other than the main characters are people too. you're right; ryeowook thought that things wouldn't work out between him and jongwoon, and him and kyuhyun. he wanted to try things out and he wanted a shot at love, but he didn't find it in either of them. he didn't purposely pair them up, but he loved them equally and wanted them to be happy - and they just happened to find each other. <3
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So, yeah, I was re-reading this for the umpteenth time - GAH SEE WHAT YOUR WRITING DOES TO ME D: :3 - and this question just popped into my mind.
I know that all along, Kyuhyun was also feeling insecure cos he was afraid Jongwoon was still in love with Wookie, but what about Kyu's feelings for Wookie? Does he still "love" Ryeowook, sort of like how in the end, Jongwoon still "loves" Wookie (though romantically, he only wants Kyuhyun and vice versa)?
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And i loved your Kyuhyun <3 <3 <3
Big big big thank you for sharing this ^_^
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and i love how you mentioned the pendants again in the final paragraph. it really brings me back to that scene in part 1, one of my favourite scenes, of kyuhyun telling yesung about the pendant.
thanks for sharing this fic! =)
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