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[infinitemind]

How do i just go numb?

How do i break things?

How do i trust? How do i kill pain? Why can't i kill? Why does certainty creep in unwanted? God fucking dammit. I fucking hate reading posts like this.

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[speedoflug]

You god damn fool wishing shit like that, I had 50 pills pumped out of my stomach and the residue sent out via catheter because of this "numb" you so fucking want.

[infinitemind]

'tis more a curiosity than anything. I'm going to pursue such a course.

Besides, i seem to have found the proper path without the need to go numb.

And you see, this is exactly why i hate reading posts like this. Makes people sound whiney. And i'm tired of sounding whiney.