gone.

[infinitemind]

So the Inspire playlist no longer inspires. The joyousness is no longer joyous. Reading a book no longer entertains. Typing here is no longer theraputic. This chinese finger trap around my heart clamps tighter and tighter in response to the slightest resistence and i have no idea how to shred it up. This sounds so cheesy, but it's a literal,

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[ditriana]

i don't know what to say, but you should know that i worry about you...
<3

[infinitemind]

But you wanted this, didn't you? We all did. Hilary's happiness at any cost. I valued that so much, and now it's finally starting to happen.

[ditriana]

the fact that i care about hilary doesn't mean that i don't worry about you, too, daniel. i guess i want mutually exclusive things all the time: i want everyone to be happy.

[infinitemind]

My apologies. 'Twas not my intent to put you in an awkward position. Nor was it my intent to martyr myself.

Mostly what i'm trying to do here is pull happiness where i can. Namely, from knowing that hilary is persuing her own happiness.

[miaowza]

Don't know what to say, since I don't know much of what has happened, but.. I'm sorry.