And in that defeaning pleasure I thought I heard someone say, "If we walk away, they'll walk away."

[infinitenights]

Today I have ashes on my head and a hole in my heart

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[islandnights]

Your entry title is like, my favorite line in that song. (Ooh, ooh, did you get the new Bright Eyes CDs?!)

Yay, dorkyness, Real World, and American Idol. I think that I totally have a crush on that guy Constantine on American Idol. He's not even that cute. You probably know which guy I'm talking about.

I haven't gotten ashes in about three years, which corresponds with when I quit Catholicism. I thought about getting them today, though, just because I like the whole "Remember, you are dust and to dust you shall return" thing, even if it creeps me out a little. And haha, "my heathen self." That cracked me up.

I hope you feel emotionally better. <3

[infinitenights]

Nooooo I still need to get the new Bright Eyes. I'm on a Bright Eyes kick right now, though. I will get the CDs very soon, hopefully.

Haha, Constantine. He's amusing.

And thanks...I'm trying to feel better. :-\

[with_aplomb]

Thank you so much for the comments. I like to be reassured once in a while that I am still considered a positive influence on others despite the constant stream of negative things I do and say.

[infinitenights]

You're never as negative as you give yourself credit for. You are one of the nicest, most decent people I know.