Again...

[infiniteperks]

I feel like I am falling again. And its not a good fall like it use to be. Falling was my happy-place, but now it isn't. I feel like everything is being ripped from under me, like rock crumbling beneath my feet. Lunch wasn't good, not at all. Christie felt bad and so did I. Though I dunno if she was more frustated than sad. I was sad because I knew

Comments

.....apoligize with swiftness....

[eruditebiggles]

sarah i am sorry. i know this is my fault. and its not fair and its not right on my part. but i mean, i dont mean to and god knows i dont try or want to. i wouldnt sit there cuz i know i am doing this but its not just her i sit there for. two of my best friends for multiple years sit there as well and thats reason enough for me. my 3 best friends are there, so i belong somewhat. and i agree with you on this entry so much, but i have to say, she and i were friends first. and i know you werent talking about just me but thats a hard fact to ignore. anyways, i am sorry for everything. i am. please forgive me, i think you are way cool and all of that stuff. i wish we were closer.

Please...

[infiniteperks]

Please, don't be sorry. Its not you at all. Its really nobody. Nobody. I am not mad at anybody just surprised at how much things change and how it changes so quickly. I would seriously give you a kidney if you were dying of kidney failure. AND I HATE THE FACT PEOPLE CAN HAVE THEIR ORGANS REMOVED FOR OTHER PEOPLE! So take that as a big thing. No. I am not mad at anybody, and I just wanted to make a point that if we don't stick together we may lose everybody. And I love you guys sooo much. I hate change. Caitie and I talked on the phone and we worked everything out, more like we listened to each other and how things were and it helped so much because now we can understand each other better. I love you. All of you. There is no need to forgive you, because there is nothing to apoligize for. Sorry for this whole mess, and I hope it doesn't effect us in any way more. <3333 Sarah.