no real reason to update livejournal.....
i wish i didn't feel so left out of my own life.

kate

I miss friends...the real ones. The ones who showed up at your house just to talk, you went out with after school until late that night, were happy just hanging out even if you were doing the most unproductive things, being called out of school to go to stupid places with a group of those friends who were entertaining and actually cared about you ( Read more... )

It's 9:47pm....about to enjoy a birthday.
I hate becoming so nostalgic - it's repetitive and occurs constantly. Always. It will never end.

I don't understand what's wrong with me, but I haven't been very social or happy with anything going on...I never am. Never, since my 8th grade year, have I been satisified with any of my situations. The ( Read more... )

Jessica has returned from Mexico ladies and gentlemen...!!!

so livejournal....
i'm dealing with school. it will work out for now.
kate

I hate this...if there were a million different ways to express how much I can't stand this situation, I would be all over it.

However, I'm going to drink my problems away this evening until morning.
I'm going to be such a worthless human being while I'm back there...I don't want to talk to anyone.
I don't want to do anything.

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last night was OUT OF CONTROL. and scary.

tyler got really drunk, i kicked him, he got really pissed off later and wanted to kill me....he disappeared at my house and ended up walking to kyle's after four hours.


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Dear God,

What do I have to do to skip the next five months? I don't want to go back to Colorado ever again...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111111111111

Kate

Today I had to wake up early and ride....

I rode Malibu:


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my mom is oficially engaged...they want to get married in may at our new house. my dad moved to a new beautiful house - i love it there. he is happier now too.

pictures from my phone:


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Merry Christmas