the air is stale in here ( Read more... )

the air is stale in here ( Read more... )

ouch... i am a sore one, i like working out... i dunno why i didnt do this before. im gonna go cook now.

so i joined a gym today, ill be spending most of my free time there or playing guitar or writing stuff. i got lots of little things to do around the house as well... like run a cable line for kirsten, work on the back yard stuff like that. in other words, im not gonna be around much. i bought a shitload of groceries tonight so i can start cooking ( Read more... )

i still hurt, its been too long for this to be like this. i see pictures, things are brought up in conversation. i still get that weak feeling in my stomach. its hard to belive that my entire life was different and it wasnt too long ago. Its hard to belive that the bridges of friendship were not even tried to be rebuilt. but i am just one... they ( Read more... )

parties are different without a drink in your hand or a cigarrette to break the monotony. ill not be participating too often from now on. I have not been with 300 girls nor am i am "pimp" or a "player". its time to move on. the valdosta show was great lots of people there, lots of people really enjoyed it. i just dont want to be alone anymore.

tonight was my first interaction with the bar scene since becoming chris safety this go round. it was weird. i did not drink or smoke. i really enjoyed westernlands. i could have taken somone home with me tonight, actually i had more than one offer but i did not give in. so i am here alone wich is for the best. im really looking forward to playing ( Read more... )

no drinking, no smoking, no sex..... im still on track. if you only knew how much i cared, you would probably run away. in other news, im lonely in a house full of six people... not being able to have sex is not helping, but i guess it will in the long run.

so i did it... chris safety is here once again. no drugs no drinking no smoking no sex. how long is too long?
oh, and billy danger will not be around this time (he is the one that got me in all that trouble). I am going to try and find a girlfriend or something.... see how that goes. im gonna go break something now.

You Are 31 Years Old

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Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe ( Read more... )