Hope slipping.

[infinitywaving]

Blah here's an emo post

Comments

[jerzeykat]

Is it possible that he was just being sarcastic, or trying to be funny in some underhanded way, by saying "Nope! Fred's smart

[infinitywaving]

He does do the thing where he wont talk about something unless preasured. However I think I've preasured him so much in the past few months already that if I do it anymore than he will just want to break it off because it makes him uncomfortable.

I think if he's still acting like this next year when I'm done with training and such, if he's still doing this then I'm going to have to figure something out. 8 months is enough time to figure out if you love someone or not, isn't it? :P
I'm hoping that if not sooner, than me being away at boot camp will help him realise what he might be missing I guess. I hope at least ^^;

[laliatk]

This sounds way too much like the relationship my older (adopted) sister had with her (now ex) husband. He never appreciated her. At all. :(

I'm sorry.

[infinitywaving]

I hope that me going away for a bit will make him care more. I guess I'll just have to expiriment. If not then I guess it's time to move on, even though I really don't want to :/

[tempus_vernum]

Aww Hally... :( I know what it's like to feel like everything is a one way street in love. The tsunami of emotions it brings along, anger (at him and yourself), fear and piercing sorrow, seem nearly impossible to deal with. I am sorry he is putting you through this, but try to remember he might not know he's even doing it.

I am becoming more and more convinced that guys have no idea what's going most of the time. It's awful, I've always tried to give men credit for being as perceptive and intuitive as women because I think it's an awful stereotype... but it seems to be a true one for the most part.

*hugs* If I was there we could cry together :S but hey, I love you <3

[infinitywaving]

Go to the zoo with me to see the tigers plx? :'(