I feel fat, lonely, teird, pathetic, unworthy, and unwanted.

I'll get over it in time.

I miss having someone there.. but I'm not going to settle for anyone. Just got to be comfortable in being alone again, better than being in a relationship with a person your not sure about right?

Fucking Italian food, and birthday parties, so gdamn full.

America's power is not a unified one it is a huge venue of power that is tapped into by many sources. There is always a rat race or battle for powerful political positions in the country such as the presidency, seat in the house or the senate, Supreme Court Judges, etc. There are different alliances that fight other alliances for greater power. ( Read more... )

Is dating and leaving the sex out of it until you find what you want. Took me a while to figure that one out... now lets see if I have the self control! :~)>-

I must resist the urge to make more changes in my life... I think thats the only thing I have ever been consistant about in my life, is making changes. I change too much, too fast, and have not much stable. Then I go back to things I once knew or start new things hoping to making them a part of my life. But their really isn't time for everything ( Read more... )

The work day simply sucked really bad, I was lonely and I just felt I was going nowhere in life ( Read more... )

by the time I turn 40, is that to much to ask?

99% Chance to hit Charleston SC, Myrtle Beach, SC and 89% chance to hit Wilmington NC.

Chances to hit
Forcast Map
Images of Charley

I'm thanking G-d right now for hurricane Charley not coming our way. I'm not going to take any future hurricanes lightly and I'm not ignoring any vacuation orders in the future!

"Deputies were standing guard over stacks of Bodies"

He packed until three last night and said good bye to me before work this morning and gave me a big hug. We had a lot of fun when he wasn't busy on the phone talking to AliceAnn he just called and forgot his glasses. Natanya went on a date, Seth is at his girlfriend's house, mom and Hilton are in the Bahamas and I am home alone. I just got up ( Read more... )

Glenn Beck is the funniest radio DJ alive! Puts Howard Stern to shame, well accually everyone does but Glenn puts him and everyone else to shame, he is so fucking funny!