I am so in love right now. A love I have never felt before. I like it. I can truly say that I am happy.

Ok kids... I have a day off tomorrow. After a lot of talking I get to actually do something for myself. I came home today and there are more presents under the Christmas tree for me.:) I don't think it is the present that I want though. I want a ring. A pretty one to wear on my other hand. I really hope Jonathan gets it for me. I would be so ( Read more... )

Just got back from an hours worth of working out. I weigh a bit more than I thought. I would like to lose thirty pounds, but I think 20 is a more reasonable goal for now. We will see. I will be at the gym again tomorrow. Oh the funniest thing... at the O'Wicks on Sat and Fred scared the dog. Amanda then said... You makes him pees hims pants. ( Read more... )

This is a warning... I am extremely tired today. I will not be a good person to work with. I want more sleep. Today is not the day.

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Lately everyone is in a bad mood. I think it is the stress of the holiday season. I was in Wal-Mart yesterday for like 10000000000 hours. You know in all the movies where the Christmas music is playing, kids are running past you and screaming and then the room starts getting all crazy? Yep. Happened to me. On a happier note, saw Andy. He is so ( Read more... )

The tree is up. The tree is up. There are already presents surrounding it. ALL THE WAY AROUND. Too bad they are all for Jonathan. I take care of my man. Well. I think that will be it for now. I think Christmas shopping is calling my name. Second time today. HEHEHEHE.Sometimes I feel bad that I don't REALLY do anything for my Jewish roots. But then ( Read more... )

Why is it that everything looks beautiful in a reflection? The way lights linger in the ripples of the water. Or the night sky flowing with the breeze. No matter what it is, it is always beautiful. I love the country nights. The sky full of stars and moon, oh god the moon. Could I ever live anywhere else? Would I bee happy there? Isn't weird how ( Read more... )

People are immature. It seems I am the only one who can forgive and forget. Life goes on. I had shit said about me and I have been screwed over worse then they were. I think it is sad. It better not fuck with me seeing Shane. Then we will really have a problem and ALL of the truth will come out.

Surgery started at 8am on the dot. Surgery ended at 5:15pm on the dot. I do not want to hear about the packs that I left or anyone other complaint for that matter ever again from anyone.