I'm crying tears of blood

Because tears are just as painful,

As everything else.

My ears are ringing

With the words that you spoke

1 year ago.

I'm trying to forget

All the awful things I put you through-

But in the present memories,

They will stay.

The words I love you,

Are sealed with my heart,

Trying to find their way,

Back into ( Read more... )

You don't do it on purpose,

But you make me shake.

Now I count the hours 'til you wake,

With your babies breath.

Breathe symphonies,

Come on sweet catastrophe.

Alright then, I never have time to update so I'll do it now.

Amanda is in Florida! So I'll probably be with her whenever I'm not working.

I haven't seen Julie, Derrick, Amy, or Clyde ( Read more... )

AHHH

I finally got to sleep in. It was so good to wake up and see that it was 12:44pm.

Though I had a long day of absolutely nothing.

Tonight I'm going out to dinner with Pat and Sara, which will be awesome because it always is.

Tomorrow I have to go buy some pants pants for work because the pants that they gave me are 2359846 sizes too small and the ( Read more... )

This was written by Aaron ( Read more... )

Yesterday was my first day of work, they had me working from 4:00pm to 10:30pm. So that means I get to go to bed around midnight. Yeah, I'm tired.
My schedule is

3/25   Friday       5:00pm-10:30pm

3/26   Saturday   3:00pm-10:30pm

3/28   Monday     5:00pm-10:30pm

3/29   Tuesday    5:00pm-10:30pm

4/1     Friday       5:00pm-10:30pm

I'm going to be ( Read more... )

Well, I thought I should update even though my last post probably drove all of you away.

I didn't mean to come off so strong and hateful, but I do that when I'm hurt. It just seems like everytime I think I find someone to trust, to confide in, they always take me for granted. I do my best in everything I can, and if it's not good enough for you, ( Read more... )

I'M SO FUCKING OVER ALL OF YOU! THAT IS THE LAST TIME I WILL EVER STICK UP FOR ANY OF YOU. IT'S THE LAST TIME I'LL EVER BE THERE TO LISTEN TO ALL YOUR PROBLEMS! I WON'T GO OUT OF MY WAY TO TALK TO ANY OF YOU. ALL YOU STUPID MOTHER FUCKERS DO IS STAB PEOPLE IN THE FUCKING BACK! WELL FUCK YOU! I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE. I'VE TRIED. PEOPLE WALK ALL ( Read more... )

There's nothing like the pain that digs deeper than the surface.

I wasn't too happy yesterday if you couldn't tell.  Sometimes it just takes awhile for stupid little things to sink in and slap you in the face with realization. It's rather sad seeing a lot of you walking around with fake smiles on your faces acting like you actually have something ( Read more... )

Well, Mom's beginning to get too busy for me. She doesn't take the time of day to say anything to me. I'm invisible again ( Read more... )